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    Friday, July 31, 2009, 9:20 PM

    i'd initially wanted to blog about my experience in cdc (not the driving centre)
    but i'm just too darn lazy
    BUT
    i do have something i want to gush about.


    now that i'm quarantined again,
    i have so much free time stuck at home
    that i decided to take out my new heels
    and practice walking around my room in them.


    initially i thought they were only like 2.5 or 3 inches tall.
    so i whipped out my long ruler to see what the correct height was
    and was amazed to find out that they were 4 inchers!!
    OMFG, I HAVE 4 INCH HEELS!!!!!!!!
    (you got to understand, i hardly even wear short heels, so having 4 inchers is like "WOAHHHHHH - the holy grail" to me)


    so i paraded around my room in them
    and felt like a total loser
    cos the way i was walking in them
    totally not glam or sexy.


    so now my aim is to
    learn to slut it up and sexy-walk in them red heels.
    i need catwalk lessons!!
    wish me luck :X


    you don't have to exercise to have muscular legs,
    just wear 4 inch shoes and they pop out by themselves!
    now you know why all models have such toned legs - the illusion of heels.
    (i think i have man-ly legs -__________-")

    if these weren't my heels and you showed me this picture
    i wouldn't have guessed they were 4 inches can?
    (ugly veins! o.0)

    i checked on the ruler
    4 inches is about 10cm
    so if i wear these i'll be as tall as dumb dumb xiang
    (or maybe even taller :X)
    will find out next time we go dating.

    okay, i must admit
    i only took this photo cos my bedsheets looked so nice in the background
    :X

    i ♥ my red snakeskin heels



    -bimbo post over and out




    nicole<3

    Thursday, July 30, 2009, 6:55 PM

    i'm back home from the hospital.
    but i don't feel happy at all.
    it would probably have been better to stay there,
    to just stay in that bubble of an isolation room
    and not have to learn the ugly truth.


    i shouldn't have gone to kl at all.
    i didn't really want to at the beginning
    but it might have been my last chance to see her.
    i thought it was the right thing to do


    but look what happened in the end
    nothing good came of it.
    i'll be remembered as "that girl who had h1ni" and brought a whole lot of trouble, worry and misery.
    that will be the only memory people have of me.


    so i'm home.
    but i feel a whole lot worse than i did
    staying in a room all alone for days, being injected over and over again
    i don't know what to say.




    nicole<3

    Friday, July 24, 2009, 1:49 AM
    a really short post

    just wanted to rave about one of my recent buys.


    but to sidetrack first,
    i loved this dress from topshop!
    especially the poofy skirt
    BUT,
    unfortunately i am lacking in the chest area
    and this dress requires you to go bra-less as the booby part is sharp rather than the normal curve shape (like bras)
    so there was "pointy" excess fabric which looked damn horrible from side view.
    you get the picture. T.T




    back to the main subject.
    I BOUGHT REALLY SEXY/CHIO RED HEELS FROM ZARA!!
    and they are my highest pair of heels to date.
    you can't really tell from the photos but i think they're like 2.5inches
    okay, i know that's not exactly very high cos many other girls wear like 3-4 inchers


    even dumb dumb xiang who only saw these photos in my camera and not the actual shoe
    said that the shoes are damn nice.
    you can't help but get that really kiddy-happy feeling when your significant other likes the thing you bought as much as you do and praises your taste.
    :)
    i really have to thank szehui for convincing me to buy them
    our reasonging being "what are the odds i find such pretty shoes on discount and there's only one pair in that size and it fits me perfectly?"


    don't know how i'm going to walk in them
    but i will try to when i go out with very tall people like szehui and maisha
    so that i don't stick out like a giant with a limp or a duckwalk. :X


    they are seriously so pretty
    you have to see them in real life to fully see their beauty
    and surprisingly their pretty comfortable to wear.
    when i tried them on i knew that they were "the shoes"
    red & black snakeskin with pretty straps and metal buckles
    what's not to love??!!
    :D

    okay, enough of raving and cooing about my shoes
    you people must think i'm crazy.
    off to sleep now
    heading to KLin less than 8 hours time for the weekend.
    tata~*




    nicole<3

    Monday, July 13, 2009, 2:25 AM

    a lot of firsts today.

    my first taste of coke in 6 days.
    my first time going out of the house in 6 days.
    my first time meeting other people other than my family and dumb dumb xiang in 6 days.
    my first packet of macs fries in 6 days.
    my first ice chocolate in 6 days.
    my first time dressing up in 6 days.
    my first time putting makeup on in 6 days.
    and my first time saying goodbye to a best friend for a whole year in.... FOREVER. :(


    JOYCE HUANG LITING!!
    if you noticed,
    you are the LAST person i met before i got sick
    and the FIRST person i met after 6 days when i finally got better and was allowed to leave the house.
    you are THAT significant in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D


    us at the airport.
    joyce and her 3 servents maisha, szehui & nicole.

    the tallies.

    and for old time's sake
    our last self-taken group shot together for 2009.
    :)

    i can't believe you're gone for a whole freaking year joyce huang liting!!!!
    i'm going to miss you like crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
    and i hope you loved my scrapbook!!
    although damn lok kok and budget,
    all my "blood, sweat, tears" and last minute cramming went into it.
    :)
    i love you babe!!
    have fun in cheenaland.




    nicole<3

    Saturday, July 11, 2009, 7:37 PM

    gah, it's a saturday night and i'm bored-out-of-my-mind and stuck at home.
    o.0


    today marks the 5th day in a row that i've been "quarantined" at home
    because my body decided to turn on me on tue and punishing me into this no-life status.
    usually a fever takes 2-3 days to heal right?
    but my temperature goes up and down every so suddenly and randomly
    that it seems to fluctuate more than the damn stock market
    and it's so infuriating cos one moment you think you're fine
    then the next moment your thermometer shows you you're still running a temperature
    it's even more annoying when you're "supposed to be having a fever" yet you feel total fine and not hot or feverish at all.


    i suspect my thermometer is plotting against me.
    it's jealous that all it gets to do is sit around at home
    and be put in my mouth for a few minutes every now and then
    so now it's giving false readings so i have to sit around at home too.
    what a sneaky little b*tch! (i am assuming my thermometer is female, cos only females can be that vicious)
    -______________-"



    so what does a person who has been stuck at home for 5 days do to stop herself from killing herself kill time?
    watch the remaining episodes of desperate housewives 5,
    spend a whole day watching michael jackson tributes (channel 5 on tue or wed i can't remember),
    play the sims 3 for 5-6hours at a time,
    and sleep the rest of the time away.


    i can just feel my brain and muscles become mush from all the "productivity" i'm having.
    everyday i sit in bed all day, wait for meals, take my meds, wait for the next meal, meds again
    so repetitive and so so boring.
    i desperately NEED to get out of the house.
    :(


    so i spent the whole afternoon watching "chick vs dick".
    from episode 1 all the way to the latest episode that i hadn't caught yet
    and kaykay & paul are just damn bloody hilarious.
    if you are bored you should go watch too
    some of the episodes really got me laughing like a looney alone in my room.
    one episode in particular - the chocolate prata challenge - cracked me up
    during a scene, paul said "here is the alive prata, the dying prata and the dead prata"
    okay, it probably makes no sense here and you're thinking wtf is this goondu talking about right
    well, you'll just have to see it for yourself now won't you?


    alright, i'm gonna go back to moping and feeling depressed soon
    but before that
    a few pictures to remind myself of happier days when i was free to go out anytime and anywhere i wanted.

    meetup with my obar girls last wed.
    i missed the one this week cos of my stupid fever. :(

    i love this dress! :)


    then it was jovelle's b'day bbq on saturday

    i look like a giant next to them -______-"

    with dumb dumb xiang

    then off to meet the girls for our last clubbing-at-obar session with joyce
    before she leaves for china for a whole year this sunday



    yes, i did get extensions (again, after 2 years)
    though i think i didn't put in enough
    cos my natural hair is so damn thick
    and the ends of the extensions look so thin that it looks kinda uneven
    may have to put in more next time to even it out. o.0

    i will miss you joyce!!
    :(


    *back to depressed mode now*




    nicole<3

    Sunday, July 05, 2009, 5:54 AM

    i found out about this song one day
    while i was watching ellen
    beyonce was her guest of the day
    and ellen specially requested this as it was her favourite
    and beyonce gave such an emotional performance
    she teared towards the ending.
    such a beautiful song.

    Beyonce - Flaws And All

    I'm a train wreck in the morning
    I'm a bitch in the afternoon
    Every now and then without warning
    I can be really mean towards you

    I'm a puzzle yes indeed
    Ever complex in every way
    And all the pieces aren't even in the box
    And yet you see the picture clear as day

    I don't know why you love me
    And that's why I love you
    You catch me when I fall
    Accept me, flaws and all
    And that's why I love you
    And that's why I love you
    And that's why I love

    I neglect you when I'm working
    When I need attention I tend to nag
    I'm a host of imperfection
    And you see past all that

    I'm a peasant by some standards
    But in your eyes I'm a queen
    You see potential in all my flaws
    And that's exactly what I need

    I don't know why you love me
    And that's why I love you
    You catch me when I fall
    Accept me, flaws and all
    And that's why I love you
    And that's why I love you
    And that's why I love you

    Don't know why you love me
    And that's why I love you
    Catch me when I fall
    Accept me flaws and all
    And that's why I love you
    And that's why I love you
    And that's why I love you
    You, you, you




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