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    Thursday, April 30, 2009, 6:25 PM

    my new favourite song. :)


    the fray - you found me


    I found God on the corner of 1st and Amistad
    Where the West was all but won
    All alone, smoking his last cigarette
    I said, "Where've you been?" He said, "Ask anything."

    Where were you, when everything was falling apart.
    All my days were spent by the telephone that never rang
    And all I needed was a call that never came
    To the corner of 1st and Amistad

    Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
    Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
    Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
    Just a little late, you found me, you found me.

    But in the end everyone ends up alone
    Losing her, the only one who's ever known
    Who I am, who I'm not and who I wanna to be
    No way to know how long she will be next to me

    Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
    Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
    Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
    Just a little late, you found me, you found me.

    The early morning, the city breaks
    And I've been calling for years and years and years
    And you never left me no messages
    You never sent me no letters
    You got some kind of nerve taking all I want

    Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
    Lying on the floor, Where were you? Where were you?

    Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
    Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
    Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
    Just a little late, you found me, you found me.

    Why'd you have to wait, to find me, to find me?




    nicole<3

    Sunday, April 26, 2009, 1:57 AM

    may is coming
    so..........................


    i must:
    • finish up my assignments way before their due dates
    • go back and continue on my 2a
    • renew my roadtax & insurance
    • zhng my vanilla ice cream
    • fix my horrid sleeping hours
    • o bar o bar obar while joyceh is still in s'pore
    • maybe take jap lessons with joyceh?
    • finish eileen's twilight books asap
    • attempt to exercise (i can already see me failing at this one)
    • try to wear more of my new clothes from sydney because it's been nearly 2 months since i'm back and i still have so many pieces that haven't been worn before
    • attempt to date melly out for supper provided she's not asleep before 10pm! :X for shopping and zhnging our ice-creams too. :D
    • attempt to cook my mum's filipino spaghetti
    • get back to baking after gazillion months of not touching my baking oven
    • bug dumb dumb xiang to entertain/accompany/sayang me everyday after his exams endto make up for these past few months. *evil laughter* :)


    okay, no more for now,
    shall start reading eileen's books.
    TATA~*




    nicole<3

    1:04 AM
    some people never learn.

    HAH HAH HAH
    somebody thinks i dumped him because i had a change of heart.
    what a joke i tell you!


    if that was the case why take 2 years and 3 months of your crap,
    should have done it within the first year right?
    why bother spending effort to travel all the way to boon lay or pasir ris every sat/sun and back home alone
    only having to take your ego infused whale of a temper all the time?
    not like i get money or kicks out of it.


    if you want to question my loyalty in a r'ship
    i'm sorry but i make sure i end one first before moving on to the next.
    i admit i started dating again after i broke it off,
    but there's nothing wrong with dating when we're broken up and i'm single
    esp when i did make it clear there was no more hope for us nor did i have anymore feelings left.
    you should think about it.
    you started that absurd fight with me for no good reason and decided you'd rather not see me when we were in the very same building
    and i waited an entire week for you to make amends but you did nothing
    that was reason to say good bye.
    at least i don't around secretly planning on meeting my ex when i feel down and my partner is not around


    you should concentrate on your own problems please
    don't drag me in
    it's been almost a year and a half
    in fact we're not even friends now
    you decided to pull that chee bye kia stunt over 2 lousy twilight books.
    so i don't see why you even bother.
    just own up to your own mistakes la,
    don't try to push the blame to me on why it ended
    it's damn childish.




    nicole<3

    Saturday, April 25, 2009, 2:14 PM

    i'm posting these here to remind myself to go and learn them lyrics.
    :)

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    Soulja Boy - Kiss Me Thru the Phone

    Baby, u know that I miss u
    I wanna get with u
    Tonight but I can't now baby girl
    And that's the issue
    Girl u know I miss u
    I just wanna kiss u
    But I can't right now so baby
    Kiss me through the phone
    (Kiss me through the phone)

    I'll see u later on
    (Later on)

    Kiss me through the phone
    (Kiss me through the phone)

    See ya when I get home
    (When I get home)

    Baby, I know that u like me
    U my future wifey
    Soulja boy tell'em yea
    U can be my bonnie
    I can be yo' clyde
    U can be my wife
    Text me, call me
    I need u in my life
    Yea all day
    Everyday I need ya
    And everytime I see ya
    My feelings get deeper
    I miss ya, I miss ya
    I really wanna kiss ya
    But I can't(but I can't)
    6 7 8 triple 9 8 2 1 2

    Baby u know that I miss u
    I wanna get with u
    Tonight but I can't now baby girl
    And that's the issue
    Girl u know I miss u
    I just wanna kiss u
    But I can't right now so baby
    Kiss me through the phone

    Kiss me through the phone
    (Kiss me through the phone)

    I'll see you later on
    (Later on)

    Kiss me through the phone
    (Kiss me through the phone)

    See ya when I get home
    (When I get home)

    Baby I've been thinkin lately
    So much about u
    Everything about u
    I like it, I love it
    Kissing u in public
    Thinking nothing of it
    Roses by the dozen
    Talkin on da phone
    Baby u so sexy
    Yo' voice is so lovely
    I love yo' complexion
    I miss ya, I miss ya, I miss ya
    I really wanna kiss ya
    But I can't
    6 7 8 triple 9 8 2 1 2

    Baby u know that I miss u
    I wanna get wit u
    Tonight but I can't now baby girl
    And that's the issue
    Girl u know I miss u
    I just wanna kiss u
    But I can't right now so baby
    Kiss me through the phone
    (Kiss me through the phone)

    I'll see u later on
    (Later on)

    Kiss me through the phone
    (Kiss me through the phone)

    See ya when I get home
    (When I get home)

    She call my phone like
    We on da phone like
    We takin pics like
    She dial my numba like
    Da da da da da da da da da da

    6 7 8 triple 9 8 2 1 2

    Baby u know that I miss u
    I wanna get wit u
    Tonight but I can't now baby girl and that's the issue
    Girl u know I miss u
    I just wanna kiss u
    But I can't right now so baby

    Kiss me through the phone
    (Kiss me through the phone)

    I'll see u later on
    (Later on)

    Kiss me through the phone
    (Kiss me through the phone)

    See ya when I get home
    (When I get home)


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    Neyo - Miss Independent

    [Intro]
    Yeah, yeah yeah,
    Yeah, yeah yeah,
    Yeah, yeah yeah yeah.

    [Verse 1]
    Ooh, it's somethin’ about,
    Just somethin’ about the way she move,
    I can’t figure it out,
    It's somethin’ about her,
    (Say) Ooh, it's somethin’ about,
    Kinda woman that want you but don’t need you,
    (Hey) I can’t figure it out,
    It's somethin’ about her.

    [Hook]
    ‘Cause she walk like a boss,
    Talk like a boss,
    Manicure nails just set the pedicure off,
    She’s fly effortlessly, (effortlessly)
    An’ she move like a boss,
    Do what a boss,
    Do, she got me thinkin’ about gettin’ involved, (involved)
    That’s the kinda girl I need, oh.

    [Chorus]
    She got her own thing,
    That’s why I love her,
    Miss independent,
    Won’t you come and spend a little time,
    She got her own thing,
    That’s why I love her,
    Miss independent,
    Ooh, the way we shine,
    Miss independent, yeah.

    Yeah, yeah yeah,
    Yeah, yeah yeah,
    Yeah, yeah yeah yeah. (ohh)

    [Verse 2]
    Ooh, there’s somethin’ about,
    Kinda woman that can do it for herself,
    I look at her and it makes me proud,
    There’s somethin’ about her,
    Somethin’, ooh, so sexy about,
    Kinda woman that don’t even need my help,
    She said she got it, she got it, (she said she got it, she got it)
    No doubt, there’s something about her. (there’s somethin’ about her)

    [Hook]
    ‘Cause she work like a boss,
    Play like a boss,
    Car and a crib she ’bout to pay ‘em both off, (both off)
    And her bills are payed on time, yeah,
    She made for a boss,
    Solely boss,
    Anythin’ less she tellin’ them to get lost, (get lost)
    That’s the girl that’s on my mind.


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    Craig David - Insomnia

    I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
    But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
    Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
    When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

    Been a fool, girl I know
    Didn't expect this is how things would go
    Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
    Now looking back i wish i could rewind

    Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
    No i can't live without you no more
    Oh i stay up til you're next to me
    Til this house feels like it did before
    Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
    Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

    Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
    You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
    And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
    But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

    Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
    Didn't expect this is how things would go
    Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
    Now looking back i wish i could rewind

    Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
    No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
    Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
    Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
    Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
    Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

    Ah, i just can't go to sleep
    Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
    It's getting way too deep
    And i know that it's love because

    I can't sleep til you're next to me
    No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
    Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
    Til this house feels like it did before
    Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
    Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

    Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
    Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah


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    Beyonce - Halo

    Remember those walls I built
    Well baby they tumbling down
    And they didn’t even put up a fight
    They didn’t even make a sound
    I found a way to let you in
    But I never really had a doubt
    Standing in the light of your halo
    I got my angel now

    Bridge:
    It’s like I’ve been awakened
    Every rule I had you breaking
    It’s the risk that I’m taking
    I ain’t never gonna shut you out
    Everywhere I’m looking now
    I’m surrounded by your embrace
    Baby I can see your halo
    You know you’re my saving grace
    You’re everything I need and more
    It’s written all over your face
    Baby I can feel your halo
    Pray it won’t fade away

    Chorus:
    I can’t feel your halo halo halo
    I can see your halo halo halo
    I can feel your halo halo halo
    I can see your halo halo halo

    Hit me like a ray of sun
    Burning through my darkest night
    You’re the only one that I want
    Think I’m addicted to your light
    I swore I’d never fall again
    But this don’t even feel like falling
    Gravity can’t forget
    So pull me to the ground again

    Bridge:
    Feels like I’ve been awakened
    Every rule I had you breaking
    The risk that I’m taking
    I’m never gonna shut you out
    Everywhere I’m looking now
    I’m surrounded by your embrace
    Baby I can see your halo
    You know you’re my saving grace
    You’re everything I need and more
    It’s written all over your face
    Baby I can feel your halo
    Pray it won’t fade away

    Chorus:
    I can feel your halo halo halo
    I can see your halo halo halo
    I can feel your halo halo halo
    I can see your halo halo halo
    I can feel your halo halo halo
    I can see your halo halo halo
    I can feel your halo halo halo
    I can see your halo halo halo
    Halooooo ouuuu
    Halooooo ouuuu
    Ouuuuu ouuuuu ouuuuu

    Bridge:
    Everywhere I’m looking now
    I’m surrounded by your embrace
    Baby I can see your halo
    You know you’re my saving grace
    You’re everything I need and more
    It’s written all over your face
    Baby I can feel your halo
    Pray it won’t fade away

    Chorus:
    I can feel your halo halo
    I can see your halo halo halo
    I can feel your halo halo halo
    I can see your halo halo halo
    I can feel your halo halo halo
    I can see your halo halo halo
    I can feel your halo halo halo
    I can see your halo halo halo



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    Beyonce - Single Ladies


    All the single ladies (All the single ladies)
    All the single ladies (All the single ladies)
    All the single ladies (All the single ladies)
    All the single ladies
    Now put your hands up

    [Verse 1:]
    Up in the club, we just broke up
    I’m doing my own little thing
    You decided to dip but now you wanna trip
    Cuz another brother noticed me
    I’m up on him, he up on me
    don't pay him any attention
    Cuz I cried my tears, for three good years
    Ya can’t be mad at me

    [Chorus:]
    Cuz if you liked it then you
    should have put a ring on it
    If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
    Don’t be mad once you see that he want it
    If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it

    Wuh uh oh uh uh oh oh uh oh uh uh oh
    Wuh uh oh uh uh oh oh uh oh uh uh oh

    Cuz if you liked it then you
    should have put a ring on it
    If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
    Don’t be mad once you see that he want it
    If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it

    [Verse 2:]
    [ Find more Lyrics on www.mp3lyrics.org/upDY ]
    I got gloss on my lips, a man on my hips
    Hold me tighter than my Dereon jeans
    Acting up, drink in my cup
    I could care less what you think
    I need no permission, did I mention
    Don't pay him any attention
    Cuz you had your turn
    And now you gon learn
    What it really feels like to miss me

    [Chorus]

    Wuh uh oh uh uh oh oh uh oh uh uh oh
    Wuh uh oh uh uh oh oh uh oh uh uh oh

    [Bridge:]
    Don’t treat me to these things of the world
    I’m not that kind of girl
    Your love is what I prefer, what I deserve
    Is a man that makes me then takes me
    And delivers me to a destiny,
    to infinity and beyond
    Pull me into your arms
    Say I’m the one you want
    If you don’t, you’ll be alone
    And like a ghost I’ll be gone

    All the single ladies (All the single ladies)
    All the single ladies (All the single ladies)
    All the single ladies (All the single ladies)
    All the single ladies
    Now put your hands up
    Wuh uh oh uh uh oh oh uh oh uh uh oh
    Wuh uh oh uh uh oh oh uh oh uh uh oh

    Cuz if you liked it then you
    should have put a ring on it
    If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
    Don’t be mad once you see that he want it
    If you liked it then you shoulda
    put a ring on it
    Wuh uh oh [repeat]


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    Chris Brown - Flying Solo

    [Dre]
    Departure time 7:30
    I'm packed and ready to go
    First class ticket outta here
    I think it's time,
    To put it back in gear,
    No more standing by,
    I'm tryin to stay clear

    [Chris]
    Turbulence got me nervous,
    I should have never flown
    Scared when you
    Fly alone again
    You know the atmosphere
    Wasn't perfect
    I'm thinkin to myself
    Was it worth it

    [Dre]
    Layover's almost over
    I can see clearly,
    No more stormy weather
    Exit row,
    Don't pull on
    The lever, lever
    This gon be
    My final destination

    [Chris]
    No more sittin round
    Havin my time wasted

    You say it's now or never
    I pick never
    We can be together,
    So calm down
    No more red eye late nights
    I'm one way,
    No more connected flights (when...)

    [Chris: Chorus]
    When we stared out knew
    I knew this relationship
    Was unhealthy
    You broke the code,
    Never thought
    That you would stoop so low
    (You got me flyin solo)
    Now you cryin talkin bout you
    Can't live without me yeah
    My heart is sold
    Shoulda never ever left me this cold
    You got me flying solo
    Solo solo
    Solo solo solo
    Solo solo solo
    You got me flyin
    You got me flyin solo
    Solo solo
    Solo solo solo
    Solo solo solo

    [Chris]
    Touchin' down 11:30
    I'm rushing
    Through the doors
    I'm in a good place now
    Can't find my baggage
    And I don't even want it back
    And I don't wanna have you no more

    I don't need to carry on
    It's gonna weight me down
    You didn't think
    That I would find out
    Whether or not
    Who is wrong or right
    I can't talk now,
    I gotta catch another flight

    [Dre]
    Layover's almost over,
    I can see clearly,
    No more stormy weather
    Exit row, don't pull
    On the lever, lever
    This gon be
    My final destination

    [Chris]
    No more sittin round
    Havin my time wasted

    You say it's now or never
    I pick never
    We can be together,
    So calm down
    No more red eye late nights
    I'm one way,
    No more connected flights

    [Chris: Chorus]
    When we stared out knew
    I knew this relationship
    Was unhealthy
    You broke the code,
    Never thought
    That you would stoop so low
    (You got me flyin solo)
    Now you cryin talkin bout you
    Can't live without me yeah
    My heart is sold
    Shoulda never ever left me this cold
    You got me flying solo
    Solo solo
    Solo solo solo
    Solo solo solo
    You got me flyin
    You got me flyin solo
    Solo solo
    Solo solo solo
    Solo solo solo

    Thought i was scared to fly
    Without you here
    Now you can't get
    Under my skin
    Like you did before
    Why
    I was so reluctant
    To walk out on us
    So now I'm taking
    Back my life
    Goodbye

    [Chris: Chorus]
    When we stared out knew
    I knew this relationship
    Was unhealthy
    You broke the code,
    Never thought
    That you would stoop so low
    (You got me flyin solo)
    Now you cryin talkin bout you
    Can't live without me yeah
    My heart is sold
    Shoulda never ever left me this cold
    You got me flying solo
    Solo solo
    Solo solo solo
    Solo solo solo
    You got me flyin
    You got me flyin solo
    Solo solo
    Solo solo solo
    Solo solo solo

    You got me flyin
    You got me flyin solo


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    Chris Brown - Superhuman

    [Chris:]
    Weak
    I have been crying and crying for weeks
    How'd I survive when I can barely speak
    Barely eat
    On my knees

    [Keri:]
    But that's the moment you came to me
    I don't know what your love has done to me
    Think I'm invincible I see
    Through the me
    I used to be

    [Chorus:]
    [Chris:]
    You changed my whole life
    [Keri:]
    Don't know what your doing to me with your love
    [Chris:]
    I'm feeling all Super human
    You did that to me
    Super human heart beats in me
    [Both:]
    Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman
    Super human
    [Chris:]
    Super human
    [Keri:]
    Super human

    [Chris:]
    Strong
    Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs
    Feels almost like i had it all along
    I can see tomorrow
    [Keri:]
    But every problem is gone because
    I flew everywhere with love inside of me
    It's unbelievable to see
    How love could set me free

    [Chorus:]
    [Both:]
    You changed my whole life
    Don't know what your doing to me with your love
    I'm feeling all Super human
    You did that to me
    Super human heart beats in me
    Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman
    Super human
    [Chris:]
    Super human

    [Chris:]
    Its not a bird
    Not a plane

    [Both:]
    Its my heart and its gonna go away

    [Both:]
    My only weakness is you
    Only reason is you
    Every minute with you I feel like I can do
    Anything

    [Chorus:]
    [Both:]
    Going going I'm going away
    In love
    You changed my whole life
    Don't know what your doing to me with your love
    I'm feeling all Super human
    You did that to me
    Super human heart beats in me
    Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman
    Super human
    [Chris:]
    Super human


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    Tokio Hotel - Monsoon

    I'm staring at a broken door
    There's nothing left here anymore
    My room is cold
    It's making me insane

    I've been waiting here so long
    But now the moment seems to've come,
    I see the dark clouds coming up again.

    Running through the monsoon
    Beyond the world,
    To the end of time,
    Where the rain won't hurt
    Fighting the storm,
    Into the blue,
    And when I lose myself I think of you,
    Together we'll be running somewhere new
    Through the monsoon.
    Just me and you

    A half moon's fading from my sight
    I see a vision in its light
    But now it's gone and left me so alone
    I know I have to find you now
    Can hear your name, I don't know how
    Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?

    Running through the monsoon
    Beyond the world
    To the end of time
    Where the rain won't hurt
    Fighting the storm
    Into the blue
    And when I lose myself I think of you
    Together we'll be running somewhere new
    And nothing can hold me back from you
    Through the monsoon

    Hey! Hey!

    I'm fighting all this power
    Coming in my way
    Let it take me straight to you
    I'll be running night and day
    I'll be with you soon
    Just me and you
    We'll be there soon
    So soon

    Running through the monsoon
    Beyond the world
    To the end of time
    Where the rain won't hurt
    Fighting the storm
    Into the blue
    And when I lose myself I think of you
    Together we'll be running somewhere new
    And nothing can hold me back from you
    Through the monsoon

    Through the monsoon
    Just me and you
    Through the monsoon
    Just me and you


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    Paramore - Decode

    How can I decide what's right?
    When you're clouding up my mind
    I can't win your losing fight all the time
    How can I ever own what's mine
    When you're always taking sides
    But you won't take away my pride
    No not this time
    Not this time

    How did we get here?
    Well I used to know you so well
    How did we get here?
    Well I think I know

    The truth is hiding in your eyes
    And its hanging on your tongue
    Just boiling in my blood
    But you think that I can't see
    What kind of man that you are
    If you're a man at all
    Well I will figure this one out
    On my own
    (I'm screaming "I love you so")
    On my own
    (My thoughts you can't decode)

    How did we get here?
    Well I used to know you so well, yeah
    How did we get here?
    Well I think I know

    Do you see what we've done?
    We've gone and made such fools of ourselves
    Do you see what we've done?
    We've gone and made such fools of ourselves

    Yeah...!

    How did we get here?
    Well I used to know you so well, yeah yeah
    How did we get here?
    Well I used to know you so well

    I think I know
    I think I know

    Ooh, there is something
    I see in you
    It might kill me
    I want it to be true


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    Lady Gaga - Pokerface

    Mum mum mum mah
    Mum mum mum mah

    I wanna hold em' like they do in Texas Plays
    Fold em' let em' hit me raise it baby stay with me (I love it)
    Luck and intuition play the cards with Spades to start
    And after he's been hooked I'll play the one that's on his heart

    Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
    I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
    Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,
    I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

    Can't read my,
    Can't read my
    No he can't read my poker face
    (she's got me like nobody)
    Can't read my
    Can't read my
    No he can't read my poker face
    (she's got me like nobody)

    P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
    (Mum mum mum mah)
    P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
    (Mum mum mum mah)

    I wanna roll with him a hard pair we will be
    A little gambling is fun when you're with me I love it)
    Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun
    And baby when it's love if its not rough it isn't fun, fun
    Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
    I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
    Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,
    I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

    Can't read my,
    Can't read my
    No he can't read my poker face
    (she's got me like nobody)
    Can't read my
    Can't read my
    No he can't read my poker face
    (she's got me like nobody)

    P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
    (Mum mum mum mah)
    P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
    (Mum mum mum mah)

    I won't tell you that I love you
    Kiss or hug you
    Cause I'm bluffin' with my muffin
    I'm not lying I'm just stunnin' with my love-glue-gunning
    Just like a chick in the casino
    Take your bank before I pay you out
    I promise this, promise this
    Check this hand cause I'm marvelous

    Can't read my,
    Can't read my
    No he can't read my poker face
    (she's got me like nobody)
    Can't read my
    Can't read my
    No he can't read my poker face
    (she's got me like nobody)

    Can't read my,
    Can't read my
    No he can't read my poker face
    (she's got me like nobody)
    Can't read my
    Can't read my
    No he can't read my poker face
    (she's got me like nobody)

    Can't read my,
    Can't read my
    No he can't read my poker face
    (she's got me like nobody)
    Can't read my
    Can't read my
    No he can't read my poker face
    (she's got me like nobody)

    P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
    (Mum mum mum mah)
    P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
    (Mum mum mum mah)

    P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
    (Mum mum mum mah)
    P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
    (Mum mum mum mah)

    P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
    (Mum mum mum mah)
    P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
    (Mum mum mum mah)




    -----------------------------------------------------------------------------

    Mariah Carey - Touch My Body

    MC, you're the place to be
    Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
    Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

    I know that you've been waiting for it
    I'm waiting too
    In my imagination I'd be all up on you
    I know you got that fever for me
    Hundred and two
    And boy I know I feel the same
    My temperature's through the roof

    If there's a camera up in here
    Then it's gonna leave with me
    When I do (I do)
    If there's a camera up in here
    Then I'd best not catch this flick
    On YouTube (YouTube)
    'Cause if you run your mouth and brag
    About this secret rendezvous
    I will hunt you down
    'cause they be all up in my bizness
    Like a Wendy interview
    But this is private
    Between you and I

    Touch my body
    Put me on the floor
    Wrestle me around
    Play with me some more
    Touch my body
    Throw me on the bed
    I just wanna make you feel
    Like you never did.
    Touch my body
    Let me wrap my thighs
    All around your waist
    Just a little taste
    Touch my body
    Know you love my curves
    Come on and give me what I deserve
    And touch my body.

    Boy you can put me on you
    Like a brand new white tee
    I'll hug your body tighter
    Than my favorite jeans
    I want you to caress me
    Like a tropical breeze
    And float away with you
    In the Caribbean Sea

    If there's a camera up in here
    Then it's gonna leave with me
    When I do (I do)
    If there's a camera up in here
    Then I'd best not catch this flick
    On YouTube (YouTube)
    'Cause if you run your mouth and brag
    About this secret rendezvous
    I will hunt you down
    'cause they be all up in my bizness
    Like a Wendy interview
    But this is private
    Between you and I

    Touch my body
    Put me on the floor
    Wrestle me around
    Play with me some more
    Touch my body
    Throw me on the bed
    I just wanna make you feel
    Like you never did.
    Touch my body
    Let me wrap my thighs
    All around your waist
    Just a little taste
    Touch my body
    Know you love my curves
    Come on and give me what I deserve
    And touch my body.

    I'm a treat you like a teddybear
    You won't wanna go nowhere
    In the lap of luxury
    Baby just turn to me
    You won't want for nothing boy
    I will give you plenty
    Touch my body

    Touch my body
    Put me on the floor
    Wrestle me around
    Play with me some more
    Touch my body
    Throw me on the bed
    I just wanna make you feel
    Like you never did.
    Touch my body
    Let me wrap my thighs
    All around your waist
    Just a little taste
    Touch my body
    Know you love my curves
    Come on and give me what I deserve
    And touch my body.

    Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah
    Oh yeah oh yeah
    Oh oh oh oh yeah
    Touch my body...




    nicole<3

    Thursday, April 23, 2009, 4:11 AM

    for the first time in my life,
    i felt like the world was going to end,
    right there as me and joyce sat at thompson's prata house.


    the air was pretty still the whole time we were there
    when suddenly these really big gusts of wind appear from nowhere
    along the whole street leaves and twigs are being blown from trees like crazy,
    the wind made howling sounds as a banner nearby dropped
    and the menu on our table flew right into my face,
    miss my eyes luckily and hitting me between the eyes instead.
    i thought a flash flood or a hail storm may just occur at any sec
    i didn't know whether to laugh because it felt so much like i were in a movie scene or be scared for the impending disaster.


    the rain started to come down heavily,
    so heavy that it sounded like stones hitting on cars.
    everyone who was sitting outside either upped-paid-and left or moved inside,
    we all didn't know what to expect.


    on our way riding back to joyce's place,
    you could see leaves and twigs everywhere on the ground,
    more than you'd usually see during after a normal rainstorm.
    a whole tree even fell over on the opposite side of the road after the junction in front of R.I.
    at joyce's car park a bike that was on its main-stand was blown over and had fallen onto the ground


    thinking back,
    it was pretty scary.
    the only time i've seen something like that was in the philippines 3 years ago
    when this really really big storm hit the country which caused trees to be torn from the ground, people's houses to collapse and cities losing its electricity/power supplies.


    it does make you reconsider,
    is singapore really as safe as we've always thought?




    nicole<3

    Wednesday, April 15, 2009, 12:48 AM

    sometimes i think i care too much.
    sometimes i wish i didn't,
    that i didn't care.
    i want not to care.

    so that i don't feel.




    nicole<3

    Sunday, April 12, 2009, 4:00 AM
    blue on black dots

    i just realized something,
    one of my mdis classnmates has the exact same dress i got online from bonito chico!!
    HAHA!


    i just saw it on another classmate's facebook cos they went clubbing on the 1st of april
    i was invited but decided not to cos of low cashflow and i'm not exactly close to the ones who were going


    in some ways i guess lucky i didn't go cos i MIGHT have ended up wearing the very same dress that night
    imagine how awkward that would have been??
    PHEW~*
    :X




    this is said dress.
    what a small world man!
    and i actually wore it to school the same day this pic was taken,
    but i left class early plus my cardi was buttoned up
    so i'm hoping she didn't see it.
    :X




    nicole<3

    Saturday, April 11, 2009, 3:09 AM

    i just gobbled down a packet of corn chips and i'm still itching for more.
    i tell you, the chacho's normal sized packet's contents are getting less and less.
    i finished it in like what, 5 minutes?
    and they cos nearly 3 bucks a pop?
    just ridiculous!!


    anyway,
    i've been busy attempting to chiong my projects.
    still alot to do and so little time left.
    -__________________-"


    finally got to see dumb dumb xiang for once this week.
    i see him so little now!!
    but no choice, the "man" wants to study.


    our original plan was to meet for long john's breakfast today then he'd go off to study after that.
    he was supposed to get reach my place at 9.30am but only ended up leaving his house at 10am?
    i gave dunno how many gazillion morning calls and he kept going back to sleep. o.0


    in the end he got here around 10.20ish and we both ended up sleeping til close to 1pm.
    not that i mind cos i ended up having more time with each other
    and i got to hug and be hugged to sleep.
    it's been ages since we last had stayovers.
    there's nothing quite like falling asleep in the arms of your beloved.
    :)


    and we ended up eating at home since my dad bought our share of lunch while we were sleeping.
    HAH!
    wanted to get bubble tea at hougang central after that but the sky threatened to start pouring anytime
    so xiang ended up vroom vroominggggggggggg off instead.


    so yea,
    that's the highlight of my week.
    *sheepish grin*
    ohh, and a mini-update
    i am now a mama to like a dozen fishies and a really mini cactus garden.
    HAH HAH!!


    can't wait for monday,
    then i can relax for abit and maybe bling bling my vanilla ice-cream.
    alrights,
    back to strategic management now.




    nicole<3

    Wednesday, April 08, 2009, 12:20 AM

    i was doing my strategic management assignment when i suddenly recalled this incident that happened on my birthday.
    me and sx were walking around bugis when we passed by one of those wedding photo booths.
    so this man, a promoter of the booth, was waving his hands in front of us trying to get our attention
    me being me ignored said promoter
    as i walked past him, he looked as both of us and asked "do you want to get married?"
    i blatantly replied. "NO!!"


    as we continued walking, this short conversation happened.


    sx: what the hell. why did you answer him like that?
    (or something along those lines. can't remember the exact words but the tone was like a "kns, why suan me until like that")
    me: cos i know that you won't want to marry me
    sx: cos i got no money now what
    me: so if you got money you will want to marry me and say yes huh?
    sx: no la. i don't want to be tied down so fast (in terms of money. i'd kill him if he meant that in terms of a partner!)
    me: SEE!


    now that i think about it.
    that conversation was so funny and stupid at the same time.
    i was right to say "NO".
    lols.
    :X

    midnight of 4th april.
    happy birthday to me :)

    gondu tried to surprise me with the cake
    but i saw it in the fridge already.
    HAH!

    and the afternoon of 4th april.

    love my superbly rainbow dress
    which is my b'day present from my mum. :D

    alright,
    a proper b'day post when errrrrrr, my assignments are done.
    :X
    hee




    nicole<3

    Tuesday, April 07, 2009, 1:40 PM
    goodbye, my friend.

    i feel heavy hearted right now.
    went to say my final goodbyes to paul earlier.
    i still can't believe he's gone.
    it feels like a really bad april fool's day joke and that days later he'll appear and tell us he had all of us punked.
    how i wish that were true.
    it started to rain really heavily after we left the crematorium.
    were you crying paul?


    i will treasure the friendship and fun times that we had
    you brightened up my days at country manna with your jokes and antics.
    i hope you're fine wherever you are now.
    rest in peace and i wish you family and friends strength to get through this tough time.
    i will miss you paul!




    nicole<3

    Saturday, April 04, 2009, 6:21 AM

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY
    TO ME!!!!!!!
    :D




    nicole<3

    Friday, April 03, 2009, 12:01 AM

    ONE WONDERFUL DAY
    TO 4TH APRIL!!!!


    it's my day in less than 24hours.
    (:




    nicole<3

    Wednesday, April 01, 2009, 1:07 AM

    3 wonderful days to 4th april!!!!
    :D






    (who says i have to have a proper post to countdown? :p)




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