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    Wednesday, May 28, 2008, 3:47 PM

    i miss riding..
    so it's only been 2 days..
    but if i had a choice, i'd want to ride everyday..
    to slowly build up my confidence on normal roads..
    and also to prep myself for taking on the bigger roads --> expressways
    unfortunately, at the moment i'm not supposed to ride on my own..
    but it's kinda hard to depend on others cos they're either not free or our timings don't meet..
    kinda wish i had a group of other 2b riders to hang out with..
    all my other rider friends are mostly riding 2a or class 2 bikes..
    it's kinda weird when i have a bike of my own but yet i'm still taking the bus/mrt to get to places..
    hopefully the day i can ride out on my own, no matter whether it's taking the cte, pie or tpe, will come soon.. :)




    nicole<3

    Monday, May 26, 2008, 11:49 PM

    it's a scary feeling..
    when you're sobbing so hard..
    that in between the blocked nose and spasms,
    there's hardly any space to breathe..
    it's not even a matter of tears, which were at a minimal,
    it's like you're gasping but yet there's no air..
    and it takes you by suprise,
    and you can't do anything but try to calm yourself down and wait for the spasms to end.. (and pray that you don't die from lack of air.. *drama drama*)




    nicole<3

    Sunday, May 25, 2008, 11:32 PM

    "hey there delilah" is a really sweet song..
    but behind that sweetness lurks bad memories..
    why are all the nice songs always ruined by such things..??
    o.0




    nicole<3

    12:59 AM

    saw this particular helmet over at regina a few days ago..























    so pretty..!!!!
    i want.. :)


    bike washing session in front of my humble abode..





















    chris' dutchess



















    :)'s "xiao mian yang" a.k.a phantom menace




















    nicole's very bright and shiny skye



















    riders talking



















    both me and :) have this on our IU unit covers



























    lastly, a picture of a very kok looking :) HAH~*






















    and i need a new camera..
    if not how am i gonna take pretty pictures in korea..?
    anybody wants to sponsor me one..?
    prettyyyyyyyyyyyyyy pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee...? =X




    nicole<3

    12:08 AM

    i miss my boyfriend..




    i miss the times when we would spend a whole day together and still it wouldn't be enough..
    i miss having somebody to keep me company on lonely nights..
    i miss being able to call or msg him and know that he'll be able to reply or pick the phone anytime..
    i miss going out with him on weekends..
    i miss the affection and cuddling..
    i miss going to the beach with him.. (though we only went once)
    i miss him being sweet and giving me surprises..
    i miss the always cheerful, non-tired, active and lame-but-in-a-hilarious-way him..
    i miss us spending time alone at home just slacking away..
    i miss the piggy-backs and tickling/"wrestling"..
    i miss you..




    i can't wait for june..




    nicole<3

    Wednesday, May 21, 2008, 3:17 AM

    temper temper..
    my tolerence levels are pretty bad of late..
    since last week in fact..


    i had the most horrible experience this afternoon when i went to collect my bike..
    i called the shop and hour and a half before to check if my bike was ready for collection and the bitch who answered it said YES..
    but when we got there..
    THEY DID NOT DO A BLOODY THING TO THE BIKE YET..!!!!
    and the excuse the boss gave was atrocious..
    i was so pissed i decided to give him a piece of my mind..
    since i had to wait i might as well vent my anger and make myself feel better..
    the heat and my being late for work "worked wonders" for my already fuelled temper..
    so we waited for more than 2 hours..
    when we thought the wait was finally over and rode away from the bikeshop to top up petrol what do you know, bloody speedo doesn't work..
    i definately would have wanted to go back to the bikeshop and see that everything was done..
    but i had to go to work so the bf had to send me to work and then go back to the bike shop..
    after fixing was done and he rode away, some other shit happens and so the 3rd trip to the shop..
    OMFG..!!!! o.0


    my bike is like a mixture of parts from different sp's put together.. (ala frankenstein)
    oh well, i still love him the same..
    i'm still not used to the clutch though and i keep over revving.. (i suck!)
    gonna give him a good wash tomorrow.. (yay!)
    a big thank you to the bf for accompanyingme and bringing my bike back and forth from the bikeshop even though he's still not fully recovered..
    and of course for the new cashcard with the blue butterfly design that i insisted i wanted..
    thank you baby.. *hugs* :)


    gonna sleep..
    PERIOD TIME AGAIN..
    explains my recent temper spats, the breakouts on my chin and easily tired-ness..
    nights..




    nicole<3

    Monday, May 19, 2008, 10:35 PM

    i'm feeling a little lethargic right now..
    my tummy feels all weird, and i feel so restless..
    sucky feeling..


    poor boy caught a fever today..
    39degrees..
    so i met him over at his block and we cabbed to alexandra hospital to see a doc..
    but the queue there was @%#^$)&#(+%%#+*#_%&#)^ long due to vesak day.. o.0
    we waited over an hour to wait for the number to be called to see the nurse and then again to see the doctor..
    what a weird system..
    oh wells, since it's free for ns men..
    had dinner at alexandra market.. (it's so near my bike shop!!)
    then cabbed back to his block and i took the bus home..
    get well soon baby.. *hugs* :)


    tuesday's coming..!!
    tuesday = collect-my-bike day
    hopefully the bf will be well enough tomorrow to ride it for me..
    if not we'll have to wait til wednesday.. (but i think the anticipation will kill me)
    i so regret saying i could work tomorrow..
    i want to stay home and busy myself over my new baby.. (i have decided to name him SKYE)
    o.0


    i hope i can sleep tonight..
    think i'll be too excited..
    and my tummy is really bothering me..
    must have been the avocado shake i had earlier..
    *arghs*




    tags:
    my sis - no sera, i do not want to name my bike sera cos it's a he.. and i do not want to ride you everyday.. *pun intended* if i were a lesbian then maybe it'd be a different story.. :P heh heh..




    nicole<3

    Sunday, May 18, 2008, 7:52 PM

    nicole is a happy happy girl..
    because..
    something that she's been wanting for a very very long time,
    has finally come true.. :)


    i don't know but it was definately love at first sight..
    such a beauty..
    one look at him and i knew he was meant to be mine..
    plus i was crossing my fingers all the way that chris' friends would say that was the best sp amoung the 4-5 they had at the shop.. =X


    so tadah,
    nicole is finally a rider.. =D






















    i'm thinking of calling him skye..
    what do you think..?


    SX says (4:10 PM):
    got bike so happy aready sia
    SX says (4:10 PM):
    so is ur bike worth than me?



    sillyboy, of course not..
    and you know it.. :)




    nicole<3

    Friday, May 16, 2008, 8:38 PM

    you're cold.
    very cold




    nicole<3

    2:19 PM

    i am officially "boyfriend-less" for 24 hours..
    he says there's no need to worry,
    he wants time to think..
    think about his answers to certain things we discussed.. (does it really require no contact at all to think about such stuff?)


    when he first told me about it i didn't take it so well..
    i mean, "time offs" usually don't bode well..
    but since he assured that nothing's wrong,
    i guess a day isn't that big a deal.. (i hope)




    so i guess my phone will be awfully quiet today.. :(




    if you read this, you left your chocolates behind..




    nicole<3

    Thursday, May 15, 2008, 4:48 AM

    back from phuture..
    saw quite a few people i know this time round.. (YAY, I AM POPULAR!! not :D )
    i have to say,
    the music in phuture rocks BUT the crowd has no fucking discipline at all..
    the scene earlier was nasty..
    packed like fuck and it was a bloody sausage fest.. (HELLO, ain't it LADIES night and not GUYS night..??)
    and those people wouldn't know the meaning of personal space if it smacked them right on the head.. ( .... )
    i'd rather much prefer o bar for my dose of r&b..
    why oh why did china black have to close down.. o.0


    anyway, woe-is-me moment over..
    after the last post me and chris managed to find one more bike and we're viewing it tomorrow..
    and what do you know,
    while i was out clubbing owner of bike mentioned in previous post said his buyer hadn't put a deposit so i can still view the bike and put a deposit should i decide on it..
    MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA~*
    have to thank my lucky stars ay.. :)
    but then again, who knows, maybe the conditions of both bikes might not be good.. *cross fingers*




    nicole<3

    Wednesday, May 14, 2008, 5:04 PM

    feeling pretty disappointed now..
    waited for chris and friend since last monday..
    and only today he gives me an answer that they're free tomorrow..
    but alas, the seller has already found a buyer..
    too late..
    :(


    should have expected it anyway..
    dragged for so long..
    i know i can't fully put the blame on others since i'm relying on them..
    i should have asked someone else for help when there was no reply after a few days..
    oh wells..


    i guess i'm not hitting that may-day after all..




    nicole<3

    Tuesday, May 13, 2008, 2:30 AM

    after not seeing the bf for almost a whole week (i only got to see him for an hour on friday),
    i get half of sunday and part of today with him..
    and he says he's gonna stayover tomorrow night.. :)


    finally went tanning at sentosa on fri after 280373809629835638050 years..
    and the weather was superb for the occassion.. =D
    and thank you mel for the belated birthday present..!!
    unfortunately after meeting :) for dinner i started to feel feverish.. :(
    went supermarketing with sera & weili then over to sera's place to slack and felt worse and worse..
    when i got home and took my temperature, "HONG GAN!!" 37.9d fever..
    so popped some meds and away to dreamland..


    luckily by the next morning my fever was gone..
    but i ended up staying at home all day..
    so called "rehabilitation" cause i was still having a sore-throat, cough and runny-nose..
    only going to hougang mall for dinner with the family..


    sunday came,
    played call of duty 3 on the ps2..
    surprisingly i think i play it a whole lot better than a certain friend of mine whom used to play it on his xbox..
    i find that i pass stages more easily and i don't fail missions as often.. HAH!!
    who says chicks can't play war games..?? =P
    sx came over around 6ish..
    slacked at home, ponggol nasi lemak for dinner (i still think chompang has the best nasi lemak) and then to the new cinema at pasir ris to catch "what happens in las vegas"..
    the show rocks, i highly recommend it, was practically laughing throughout the show..


    met up with joyceh today for lunch and shopping..
    first to bugis then to town..
    both of us spent and spent and spent..
    retail theraphy soothes the soul..
    all feminine tops/dresses today.. (i know sera is gonna laugh at this sentence)
    and they're all damn nice.. =D
    met the bf who was also in town, after he was done shopping with a friend..
    went home to drop my shopping and get the car and off to meet his buddies for dinner..
    some taiwan restaurant opposite bugis..
    and their kaya and butter thick toast is to die for..
    damn buttery, damn oily, damn sinful.. =X


    before i end,
    here's a few pictures from sentosa.. =)


    check out the contrast.. from so-called "guai kias"..



















    to "ang kong kias"..



















    "overnight best friends"..!!!! lmao..


















    melvina has big.... ... ... =O hahaha..


















    happy girls with tans..





















    goodnight people..
    love,
    cole




    nicole<3

    Saturday, May 10, 2008, 3:02 PM

    i dunno why..
    it's just one of those days, you just feel down, no reason or rhyme..
    :(


    probably it's partly cos i'm sick, was down with a 37.9d fever last night..
    maybe i'm feeling frustrated cos i don't think i can meet my may-deadline..
    or perhaps it's cause i'm all alone..


    it sucks..
    and it's not helping my already runny nose..




    nicole<3

    Thursday, May 08, 2008, 5:47 AM

    i'm so gonna die..
    i came back from club hopping at 4.30am..
    it's now 5.50am, and i have to report to work between 10-11am..
    i shouldn't have agreed to work..
    *ARGHS*
    tomorrow's event is at one raffles quay, AGAIN..
    and they only need ONE service staff, aka ME..
    somehow my stupidity doesn't seem to surprise me..
    i should have just said NO.. -_______________-"
    and apparently it's gonna be 2 events..
    god knows where the second one is gonna be held..
    i didn't promise the salesperson i could do both though..
    i'm thinking of giving some excuse to not be able to do the second event..
    think i'll be so stoned and lonely tomorrow.. :(


    anyways,
    CLUBBING WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUN TODAY..!!
    but fuck, everywhere is packed like shit..
    all thanks to the post-exams for the unis..
    -____________________-"
    it's so packed that you can hardly move and people keep pushing you here and there..
    on the bright side i made a number of new friends..
    and today's the first time i clubhopped so much..
    first zouk(mambo), then to o-bar(r&b) til it closed then back to zouk(more mambo) and lastly phuture(more r&b) when the bouncers were gone..
    at o-bar i got sandwiched between 2 guys (who were not friends) who were both trying to dance with me from the front and the back..
    AND IT'S A HELL OF A SCARY FEELING..!!!!
    i mean i've done that with girls(whom are friends) before but not with guys and complete strangers at that..
    especially since i was stuck in the middle and couldn't get away..


    luckily friends came to the rescue..
    but one being pretty persistent kept coming back..
    lucky for joyce's friend's friend who cut in-between the guy and me..
    then the rest of the group crowded around me to keep me "off-bounds"..
    haha, it's a damn funny experience..
    today's clubbing has resparked my clubbing mood again.. =X


    okay,
    gonna try to rest as much as i can before i have to go get ready for work..
    sighs..
    goodnight (morning) people..
    :)




    nicole<3

    Monday, May 05, 2008, 2:26 AM

    been watching episode after episode of america's next top model cycle 9 for the past 4 hours and my eyes are starting to close..


    :) was supposed to call me before he went to bed..
    but looks like that silly boy fell asleep.. o.0 (you bluffed me..!! :( )


    didn't really hear much from him all weekend..
    only got to see him for a few hours today..
    and he'll be away in camp til about thursday..
    plus he has work fri & sat..
    so i won't be seeing him for 5-6days..
    by far the longest number of days without seeing him since we got together..
    i forsee i'll be kinda lonely the next couple of days..
    take care in camp love..


    i ended up going for the chalet and stayed there til sunday..
    and i must say i really had fun..
    it's been a long time since i really spent time with the team..
    so the weekend with them was a really good chance to catch up with them..
    even got a chance to get better accquainted with some of them whom i didn't really know initially..
    i guess sometimes it can be a little weird going out with them since me and yc split..
    everyone would be in couples, ivan and yc would naturally stick together (esmond is always MIA) and i will be the only solo female in the group..
    i don't really think there'll be a chance to intergrate csx and the team together..
    oh wells, you can't have everything.. o.0


    gonna watch the remaining espisodes of antm til i fall asleep..
    nights people~*




    nicole<3

    Friday, May 02, 2008, 2:14 AM

    i must have been so distressed that i didn't know what i was thinking earlier..
    i actually said, quote: " it's 3pm on friday morning and i still haven't even slept a wink."
    the only part of that that was accurate was 3pm since it's was thursday and 3PM in the afternoon.. o.0
    like homer simpson would say.. *doh!!*


    tomorrow's anqi's r.o.m ceremony at 1pm
    plus dinner at the arandas chalet at 7pm..
    big problem for me being that the team is heading straight to the chalet after the ceremony..
    and apparently there isn't space for me in the car..
    is everyone going by car..?
    cos i know i certain few people who could have offered to give me a ride there..
    maybe ivan's taking the car and yc's friend is going to the chalet..
    i wonder if i should go to the chalet like that..
    cos i have something on on sat afternoon and i can't stay overnight..
    which means i have to leave before the last buses are gone..
    so i journey all the way there only to stay for a few hours and journey all the way back..
    shall see how things go tomorrow..
    will probably go home to change first then head to pasir ris..
    or should i just bring all my junk along with me to the ceremony..?
    the issue of own transport strikes again..
    *sigh*


    shall try to sleep now..
    only managed to sneak about 30mins to an hour of sleep after my aircon got revived..


    last but not least,
    i enjoyed the day with you baby..
    thank you for spending so much of it with me.. :)
    i love you..


    goodnight world..




    nicole<3

    Thursday, May 01, 2008, 3:07 PM

    it's 3+pm on friday morning and i still haven't even slept a wink..
    i'm pmsing, stressed, sleep deprived and gonna die of heatstroke soon..
    it's so mo-fo hot today..
    my pe shirt is like wet and clinging to my body..
    bloody uncomfortable..
    want to just dive into a swimming pool right now..
    and the poor boy's been sleeping beside me since 12-ish..
    how he manages to sleep in such heat is a wonder to me..
    doubt he's been able to rest properly..
    sorry love..
    now i'm just praying that the aircon man works his magic fingers fast and gets my aircon fixed ASAP..
    o.0




    nicole<3

    5:35 AM

    i HATE the aircon in my room..
    it's such a bitch..
    makes me feel like chopping off all of my hair and sleep naked..
    o.0




    nicole<3

    5:09 AM

    sians..
    i can't sleep..


    i want to go to hong kong, taiwan and thailand..
    i want to learn to drive..
    i want to go to resort islands..
    i want to go for spas & messages..
    i want my own ride..
    i want to weigh 50kg..
    i want to visit my mum in aussie..
    i want better skin..
    i want a mini schnuazer..
    i want my hair to be 7 inches longer..
    i want to go to school like a normal student..
    i want to eat chompang nasi lemak..


    I WANT TO SLEEP..!!!!




    nicole<3

    3:02 AM
    shopping day.. :D

    i haven't spent so much money in such a long long time..
    today was payday..
    and it was also shopping day with melly..
    it's been so long since just me and mel have had a girls day out..
    and i had F-U-N..


    miss the times we used to spend hanging out during the good 'ole ngee ann days..


    we had egg wrapped noodles + yakun teh for dinner..
    spent a very very long time shopping in bodyshop..
    walked into numerous shops..
    tried on clothes at zara..
    then it was home sweet home..


    highlights of the day..
    broken chopsticks and runaway 124's.. (inside jokes)
    MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA~*


    my buys from bodyshop.. so the shot isn't very centralized cos of my wrecked lcd screen..
    exfoliating body towel, brilliance powder in gold, shimmery eyeshadow palette, silver glitter eyeliner and a tiny bottle of peppermint foot scrub which both me and mel got at 2 for $5..






















    this year i've been buying expensive babydoll tops.. first was the zara halter top i wore on v'day, second was the topshop rainbow babydoll i wore on my b'day..


























    and now this v-cut tie back babydoll from zara which i fell in love with the second i first lay my eyes on it.. the cut and pattern is just so so pretty.. think i'll wear it to anqi's rom thingy on friday.. :)




























    last but not least, i finally managed to take part in a gojane spree all thanks to mel.. ordered a pair in patent black.. i actually wanted to get it in gold but mel advised against it cause it'd be harder too much and too glam if i'm dressed too casual.. =X


















    that's all for now..
    should be getting to sleep now..
    but i feel so lethargic, don't know why.. o.0
    happy labour's day everyone..
    and see ya "later" baby.. :)




    nicole<3

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