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Sunday, August 31, 2008, 6:20 PM
so sad.thought i could spend today with sx,
looking for elijah
and also because it's sx's last day before he starts working full-time tomorrow.
which means i'll only get to meet him from evening onwards from tomorrow on
unless there's a public holiday or he doesn't have school?
no more daytime pa tuo-ing for us.
guess it's not fated that i can go look for my bike
it's already been one and a half weeks yet i haven't gone beyond my neighbouring carparks to look for him
kinda feel like i'm letting him down. :(
it's been 2 weeks since i've last ridden
and i can't help but keep thinking of my bike every now and then.
places i've been to with him before,
places that i feel would be damn good for riding (long straights roads with nice scenery)
places i've wanted to ride to on my own like school, sx's house, yishun dam
looking at other sp's on the road or parked somewhere
looking at my friends with their bikes
so many things make me think of and remember my bike
*sigh*
i guess it's hard to describe or share the feeling with other people
others will probably feel like it's a material thing,
it can always be bought again,
it's gone already, no use thinking about it
at least you can claim so that's not too bad.
you only truely understand it when you are the one it has happened to.
i really regret not fully utilizing the bike when i had it.
on a lighter note,
i finally got all the photos from sera and mel (mel's photo sizes are super huge la, takes forever to scynch on msn)
which means picture updates soon.
:)
alright,
gonna do my online debate homework thingy.
tata~*
nicole<3
3:14 AM
already we have been cole&xiang for eight monthsand sx said it feels like its been eight years.
haha.
how time flies
i love you baby.
now, tomorrow and for the rest of my days :)
missed going to the night safari tonight with the team.
which might have been a good thing,
cos awkward moments were avoided
if you know what i'm talking about.
anyway, no regrets either cos i love hanging out with my tb23 shits.
(no i am not scolding them, we really used to call our group the tb23 shits :) )
clemmie held a bbq at his place to celebrate his advanced birthday
and as of today,
i am officially sick of bbq-ed food.
please do not invite me to any bbq's for the time being cos i won't be able to help you finish the food.
:p
okay,
no photos for now,
cos melvina was sleepy and went offline before the photos could be synched!!
o.0 *rawr*
will finally have a chance to go look for elijah tomorrow
sx said we'll go around hougang and certain spots which are popular for dumping stolen bikes.
thanks sweetie for wanting to go look for him together with me
it means alot. :)
oh yea,
dad gave me a hundred bucks from next month's allowance today.
which technically means,
i can go buy my aldo bag already.
*happy days*
alright,
today's post is actually quite nonsensical and random.
okay, i initially wanted to upload a few pictures,
but blogger won't let me.
o.0
so..
BYE~*
and mel, stop being so anal already!!!! :p *points at tagboard*
nicole<3
Saturday, August 30, 2008, 5:28 PM
i've been wanting to get a hangbag which i can usefor both school and going out.
one that's small enough for just going shopping or on dates
but yet big enough to roll up a few a4 size papers into it
and i found exactly what i wanted in aldo
black, good quality material that has the stiffness i like, elegant,
and comes with a huge price tag.
o.0
i'm so gonna buy it when i get my allowance.
=X
happy 8th monthsary baby<3
:)
nicole<3
Friday, August 29, 2008, 3:36 AM
haha.this is damn funny.
everytime sx "flies my aeroplane" for work,
karma will smack him back in the face.
he waited for nearly 2 hours at the reporting place
and in the end they didn't need him to work.
that teaches you to break your promise to me for $ huh baby? :P
and in the end i still got my sx day.
god is fair! :X
and because i've been down lately,
the love surprised me with a flower and something he knows i've been eyeing for some time.
thank you many many, love. :)
gonna wait til i have all the pictures before i do a proper photo update, (lazy to do a double job)
so here's a little sneak preview.
went to see the fireworks by the france team with sera baby
tickets courtesy of sxc. (thank you baby!! :) )
tickets courtesy of sxc. (thank you baby!! :) )
"sisters"
clubbing at obar with khad on the same night.
i realize i always bring my friends (from diff categories) together through clubbing =X
i realize i always bring my friends (from diff categories) together through clubbing =X
kbox-ing with sera, weili and xiao ken on tuesday night.
me with my $3 fringe.
HAH~*
HAH~*
groupies
i look horrible without any makeup (except eyeliner)/red splotchy face due to facial in the afternoon/fringe not seasoned yet.
in fact i'm still not used to having bangs.
when i look at my older photos and compare them with my new ones with bangs,
i think i look so much better before.
but apparently the bf loves the bangs
he said the first thing he saw me he was like "wow, so pretty!!".
haha, so weird.
my bf is weird. =X
last but not least,
my surprises today.
huge-ass sunflower without any frills
(just the way i like it, plus that huge evian bottle i kapo-ed from work finally came to use =X))
and cute square-ish french fries coinbank from minitoons.
please pardon my very messy table.
my surprises today.
huge-ass sunflower without any frills
(just the way i like it, plus that huge evian bottle i kapo-ed from work finally came to use =X))
and cute square-ish french fries coinbank from minitoons.
please pardon my very messy table.
earlier i said i'd be happy enough with a single simple pretty stalk of flower once every month and each time i want a different kind of flower.
xiang says he'll give me flowers every week from now on.
we'll see about that. :p
nicole<3
Wednesday, August 27, 2008, 11:13 PM
so now i know$$ is more important.
it just explains everything
the truth sucks.
nicole<3
9:09 PM
sigh,i feel sad right now.
it's been a week already
on the surface i seem to be happy and my normal self
deep down inside..
i'm actually still very sad over my loss
and those feelings resurfaced again just now.
i don't want to give up riding
i don't want to ride a wave or a phantom or a super 4 or nought.
i don't want people to judge me if i want to ride an sp again or give scrams a try
in actual fact,
i'll be just happy as it is to get my bike back.
i don't need a newer or better or more expensive bike
i just want the same high fc, full of small problems, pmsy, scratched up bike back.
:(
i think tonight might be the night i'll finally be able to get the sadness out.
alone.
and tomorrow's supposed to be sx day.
i was happily telling sera earlier on msn that tmr's sx day
because i haven't seen him since he left for ipoh
and in his own words he said "thursday's for you"
but scratch that
he's going to work again and will only be free at night.
i am actually quite disappointed.
i know i'm supposed to be supportive
and understand his situation.
so i pretend i'm okay with it
but sometimes i really wish he didn't have to work so much.
why does it have to be so hard.
we are unhappy inside but for the sake of the person,
we have to be understanding and do what will make them happy.
it sucks saying he'll give me the day,
and then takes it back.
it's been a week since i last saw him
and he was away when i really needed him around.
now that he's back i just want what i missed out on.
but hey, work comes first.
fullstop.
i wonder,
is money really that important?
sucks la.
i feel down now
and i'm stuck at home.
what's worse i still can't sob yet.
it's just tears and mucus coming out.
i feel very frustrated.
i want to go look for my bike
but i don't have the means to.
i want to spend time with my boyfriend
but even that's difficult.
i want to vent out my emotions
but they're staying put inside.
i wish there was someone.
nicole<3
4:43 AM
in case you've forgotten how i look like or miss looking at photos of me,*bhb*
it's almost 5am and i am still very very awake.
kbox-ing with sera, weili and xiao ken
my everyday night life seems to be getting more interesting of late.
thur - zam zam and late night chat over donuts with khad
fri - fireworks + obar with sera and khad
sat - bbq + stayed overnight at ivan's chalet
sun - dinner, 'hunting prey' and chilling at acid bar with mel and her jc friends
mon - dinner and 4bia @ amk hub with sera and weili (i feel the chills just typing the name of that show)
tue - dinner + kbox at cine with sera, weili and ken (as mentioned above)
so many night activities but not even one with the boyfriend
but not anymore cos he's back from ipoh!!
finally gonna see him tmr for dinner,
damn happy la.
even though he only has 3 hours to squeeze in between tution and work
but then thursday is reserved all for me.
:)
can't wait to see him and finally spend time together and have actual conversations.
okay,
school in 4 hours time.
gonna try to rest
and i read something earlier on someone's blog which makes me feel like going "kns!!" right now.
-______________________________-"
oh well,
i guess some people prefer to be childish about certain things
at least i know i tried.
BAH~*
see you tomorrow sweetheart<3
nicole<3
Monday, August 25, 2008, 11:47 PM
4bia is one hell of a scary showit keeps you on the edge of your seat for the whole 2 hours.
i actually felt so stressed out from the show i had a headache after
and my heart was still beating damn fast when i went to the toilet.
me and sera were crammed up next to each other throughout
and we screamed like hell.
first time i actually watched a movie that was scary for almost the entire show.
i really have to hand it to the director,
the man who did shows like shutter and body 19.
it's definately a must watch, provided you won't regret it.
i give the show 5 popcorns!!!!
nicole<3
2:00 AM
yay!!sx is finally coming back tomorrow night..
F-I-N-A-L-L-Y!!!!
okay, so it's not like he's been gone for months.
but ever since wednesday (the day i found out my bike had gotten stolen),
i've hardly had a decent conversation with him.
there wasn't any time for him to stay by my side to comfort me,
nor did he have much time to sms/talk to me.
since he reached ipoh(fri morning), i have received less than 10 smses and only one super short phonecall from him.
damn sad can?
the feeling of sending so many smses a day and waiting and waiting but yet getting no replies.
like as if i'm blogging to myself in my messages
telling him what i did, how i felt, asking him if we could do this or that when he comes back.
and my phone being so quiet all the time
it just feels so sad and lonely.
*sigh sigh sigh*
and god,
the number of times i've been asked about my bike.
i really really want to go search around the neighbourhood and around singapore
i miss him so much can?
i really wonder where on earth he's at now
and it doesn't help everytime i see another sp i think of him.
and i envy the rider that they have a chance to ride their bike,
while i have lost my sidekick.
*arghs*
i hope wherever he is he's okay.
it's pretty heart wrenching to think that he's been dismantled into pieces,
or that he's missing parts here and there,
or that maybe he's been treated damn badly and already been damaged.
super duper :( ..
i have this feeling that when people meet me and first learn about me,
they get overwhelmed or taken aback by how complicated i can get.
in terms of visuals,
there's the blue streak of hair, piercings all over and the tatt.
then they learn i ride a bike and an sp at that ("huh, why you ride so ah beng bike?")
and things get even more confusing with me being half chinese half filipino but yet an australian citizen.
hah,
people probably find me amusing or weird
i wouldn't be surprised if people mistook me for an ah lian/gangster.
gonna crash soon.
night!
nicole<3
Saturday, August 23, 2008, 5:02 PM
where oh where is elijah..?nicole<3
Friday, August 22, 2008, 1:39 PM
sighi wish xiang were here.
"where art thou when i need you the most?"
i'd make him wear my fullface helmet and do that stupid pose of his again
to put a smile on my face.
then i'd bother him with my endless complaints and make him entertain me.
(although both him and i know that he sucks at it, but it's better than nothing right? =X )
haha!
i miss you shixiang chen.
hurry up and come back from m'sia okay?!?!
to those who don't already know,
why i've been down these few days is cause my baby got stolen
from my very own carpark.
if i had forgotten to handle lock my bike or to take out the keys
i would probably feel better because i only have myself to blame.
but the fact is i didn't,
so i don't know how the bloody hell it could have just disappeared.
there are only 3 possible scenarios.
1. the fucker had a master key
2. the fucker knows how to hotwire a bike
3. the fucker and his fucker friends probably lifted my bike and drove it away in a van of sorts
my initial thoughts were,
"i hope the fucker/s CRASHES, BURNS and DIES"
but then that would be deemed too cruel no?
maybe said fucker/s really needed money to save a dying relative.
but then again who's to say the fucker/s didn't get sick of wanking themselves for entertainment and decided stealing a bike was more worthwhile.
but they say what goes around comes around,
that karma will always kick you back in the butt.
i'll never know if karma really does follow up and works it's magic on the fucker/s
but i hope when it does, it sticks both its feet up into the fucker/s asses.
they say women are evil and there's nothing worse than a woman's scorn.
i totally agree!
HAH
so a police report has been made,
insurance claim also made.
now all i can do is wait to see if there's news from the police.
if i'm lucky and the fucker only stole my bike to play,
then he'd probably dump the bike somewhere after he's done or it runs out of petrol.
but if i'm not, then the bike is probably somewhere in jb or even across the north-south highway or already in pieces all over god knows where.
i have this feeling that it's the latter.
don't even know how much i can get back from the insurance company
the claim might take as long as 6 months.
so what do i do?
LAN LAN AND STUCK THUMB LOR.
i miss my bike
everytime i see an sp in a carpark or on the road i think of elijah.
just when i finally got the confidence to ride on my own,
my bike has to get stolen.
the irony.
and the fucker gets to enjoy a 3/4 full tank.
FUCKED UP MAN!!!!
i really regret not checking up on the bike on tuesday when i got home
which was around 1am.
cause according to my neighbour,
when he was at the bikelots at 1+am on wed morning he didn't see my bike.
my bike might have still been there or at least i would have found out sooner and alerted the police.
i only realized it on wed at 4.45pm when me and sx came back and he was going to park his bike.
you always hear cases of people's vehicles getting stolen
but you will never ever believe you'd really be so swuay to be one of them,
until it actually happens to you.
for god's sake,
mine is a bloody 2b bike - and an sp at that, one of the most common bikes.
there are 2a and class 2 bikes parked all around my area,
and there's also quite a few other sp's, even 2 parked in the very same carpark as mine
but it just HAD to be my bike.
maybe i should be flattered that the fucker/s decided mine was worth stealing.
but KNNCCB you know how much trouble, inconvenience and distress you've caused?
as the days go past i feel more and more buey song about it.
i hope you kena jialat jialat for what you've done
you really deserve it.
so yea,
that's my really sad story.
i guess not many friends know how to console me about the incident,
or they only wanted to kaypoh and find out what happened.
because a number of them msged me on msn upon seeing my personal message,
and after telling them the story they just don't say much and stop conversation or they say things that just "rubbed more salt into my wounds".
yah, i really "appreciated" those "concerns".
i guess from there you really see who your true friends are.
the ones who actually bother to try to console you and cheer you up,
and the ones who still ask you whether you're okay or feeling better, even though it's already been a few days.
i'd like to say thank you to khad, sera and chris.
i really needed it. :)
i hope my luck turns for the better.
last year was already the swuay year for rabbits
there's seriously no need for a "buy one get one free year" promotion.
BAH~*
nicole<3
Thursday, August 21, 2008, 6:02 AM
what is fucking wrong with me.til now, all i can manage are a few tears and then it stops.
aren't i suppose to cry in heavy sobs and then feel better after that?
i can't even get that kind of relief now.
usually i'd beat myself up and think,
"nicole, you are so weak, why do you always cry?"
and now that i do WANT to cry,
irony is laughing me in the face.
pathetic.
just so goddamn fucking pathetic.
nicole<3
Wednesday, August 20, 2008, 8:18 PM
i never thought i could be that unlucky,until today.
i can't describe the feeling
i feel mad,
i feel sad,
i feel regret,
i feel confused,
but most of all
i feel lost.
it's not something you can just cry over and then get over it.
in fact all i got out were 3 or 4 tears and then it stopped
it's like as if i'm so sad that i can't even cry.
right now, home is the last place i would want to be
cos at home, i keep thinking about it over and over in my head.
i would want to go out and chill, to take my mind off it
i wish he didn't have to work tonight,
i could really use the company.
i really wouldn't mind a big fat hug right now.
or maybe a hand on my head to ruffle up my hair and tell me things will end up alright.
but right now,
all i can do is feel lost
and wonder what in the world did i do to deserve this.
*sigh*
nicole<3
Tuesday, August 19, 2008, 12:58 AM
i'm tired.and i'm gonna sell mooncakes at taka tomorrow.
not sure if i'll be doing it all the way to the 17th of next month yet.
apparently there's this policy that taka does not take in staff with blonde hair
so i'm going to have to temporary spray it brown for work
then observe whether it's worth it to spray just so i can continue the job.
first time i'll be doing a job that involves selling rather than taking orders and serving food/drinks
i don't think a job involving snowskin mooncakes can go wrong right? (unless aunties start bombarding me with questions about mooncakes in chinese/dialect)
should be a pretty easy job and work days are flexible. (just come down whichever day you are free to work)
wonder if i'll get discounts if i myself or friends want to purchase them.
hopefully things go well,
then i can ask friends (you guys) to come down and visit me during work.
muahahahahahahahhahahahahaha~*
nicole<3
Sunday, August 17, 2008, 2:51 AM
nicole is very very proud of herself,because nicole finally rode solo today,
rode far far away,
and although she got quite lost,
she didn't call for help,
and found her way back on her own.
NICOLE IS VERY VERY HAPPY!! (:
nicole<3
Saturday, August 16, 2008, 1:59 PM
happy belated birthday baby~*
:)
didn't get a chance to wish you on this space earlier
for reasons you and i both know..
finally after 2 days of being tired from running around to get stuff,
especially when singapore's weather has been such a bitch lately
getting stressed over deciding on a place/co-ordinating with his friends, (some of which i bearly knew nor had their contacts)
trying to keep everything a surprise from sxc. (i found out last night he prefers it in this order compared to csx -____-")
and nearly getting heart attacks cos that stupid boy kept nearly spoiling my surprise eg. nearly seeing the receipt for his present in my wallet and looking at my inbox where the msgs from my discussions with his friends were still in)
and 2 nights of not having proper sleep (more like hardly enough sleep)
the whole birthday celebration turned out to be a success. :)
:)
didn't get a chance to wish you on this space earlier
for reasons you and i both know..
finally after 2 days of being tired from running around to get stuff,
especially when singapore's weather has been such a bitch lately
getting stressed over deciding on a place/co-ordinating with his friends, (some of which i bearly knew nor had their contacts)
trying to keep everything a surprise from sxc. (i found out last night he prefers it in this order compared to csx -____-")
and nearly getting heart attacks cos that stupid boy kept nearly spoiling my surprise eg. nearly seeing the receipt for his present in my wallet and looking at my inbox where the msgs from my discussions with his friends were still in)
and 2 nights of not having proper sleep (more like hardly enough sleep)
the whole birthday celebration turned out to be a success. :)
the night before
the present/materials for decoration and what-nots
my "workshop" for the night cos there's not enough floor space in my room.
had to paint the cake box black first
huge-ass paintbrush
yes, i really really want to stress on how bloody big it is
just one more for the record. :P
it might seem easy but painting the whole box black took quite some time
had to keep touching up here and there.
had to keep touching up here and there.
next, to doubleside-tape all the wooden alphabets.
old school poster paints!!
after getting rainbowfied.
the aftermath of all the painting
it was actually much messier with splotches of pain here and there but i overturned the newspaper to make it look nicer =X
it was actually much messier with splotches of pain here and there but i overturned the newspaper to make it look nicer =X
now i know that poster paint doesn't stick to styrofoam well
kinda artistic-looking no?
initially i thought we weren't meeting the night before his b'day
but since he wanted to see me, (of course i wanted to see him too cos i wanted to be the first to wish him (: )
project "happy csx day" had to be put on a halt
and off to coronation plaza it was
cabbed over in order to make it by 11.45pm (reached at 11.50pm though)
at 12am.
birthday boy with hisbudget b'day cake.
but since he wanted to see me, (of course i wanted to see him too cos i wanted to be the first to wish him (: )
project "happy csx day" had to be put on a halt
and off to coronation plaza it was
cabbed over in order to make it by 11.45pm (reached at 11.50pm though)
at 12am.
birthday boy with his
making his wish
one more shot before..
blowing out the candles
kaya pandan cake is good. (i'm not saying that just because i bought it)
looking damn tired/haggard/unglam
but enjoying my cake :)
but enjoying my cake :)
here's a whole lot of cole & xiang.
:)
(i realize the background compliments the colours of our tops)
:)
(i realize the background compliments the colours of our tops)
after that he gave me a ride back home,
and back to work it was.
and back to work it was.
got a few of our photos printed but i only ended up using 2 in the end
i especially love that photo of him in my full face helmet
he looks so retarded/stupid/lame/goddamn funny with his pose and all
but yet i always find myself smiling and feeling very happy whenever i look at it
i don't know, he just looks so damn adorable to me
=X
i especially love that photo of him in my full face helmet
he looks so retarded/stupid/lame/goddamn funny with his pose and all
but yet i always find myself smiling and feeling very happy whenever i look at it
i don't know, he just looks so damn adorable to me
=X
the many many strings of coloured rafia paper i cut out to use as stuffings
used golden rafia paper to line the inside of the box
and placed the presents inside
time this picture was taken - 1.14am
and placed the presents inside
time this picture was taken - 1.14am
time this picture was taken - 3.59am!!!!
who would have known it would take so long to cut out alphabets to form a birthday message?
halfway through i was feeling so tired that my mind went blank
i would set out to find a particular alphabet
look at the very messy stack of magazine cutouts i had (forgot to take a pic of that)
and then just stare at them blankly because i forgot what alphabet i was looking for
the letter "v" being particularly hard to find
and i needed to find the letters in different colours and styles cos i didn't want to have repeats of the same font/colour/style together in the same word.
throughout i knew i was taking a long time but i forced myself not to look at the time
cos the more i know how late it was, the more disheartened i'd feel
so after 2 painstaking hours and 45 mins,
tadah..!!
who would have known it would take so long to cut out alphabets to form a birthday message?
halfway through i was feeling so tired that my mind went blank
i would set out to find a particular alphabet
look at the very messy stack of magazine cutouts i had (forgot to take a pic of that)
and then just stare at them blankly because i forgot what alphabet i was looking for
the letter "v" being particularly hard to find
and i needed to find the letters in different colours and styles cos i didn't want to have repeats of the same font/colour/style together in the same word.
throughout i knew i was taking a long time but i forced myself not to look at the time
cos the more i know how late it was, the more disheartened i'd feel
so after 2 painstaking hours and 45 mins,
tadah..!!
and just when you thought the "nightmare" had ended
another 47 minutes of glue-ing was to come.
another 47 minutes of glue-ing was to come.
arranged the present into a better formation,
put in the stuffings and styrofoam decorations,
and the decorating of the box is finally complete!!
but let's not forget the piece de resistance (insert-french-accent),
the ribbon!!
i head meant for the ribbon to go around the box from all 4 sides,
but unfortunately the length i bought was too short
so no choice la hor? =X
the ribbon!!
i head meant for the ribbon to go around the box from all 4 sides,
but unfortunately the length i bought was too short
so no choice la hor? =X
i think my ribbon looks okay for a person who can't tie nice bows for nuts
:P
:P
time this last picture was taken - 5.41ami only managed to get to sleep around 6.30am
and had to get up for school at 7.15am
so for the whole of 15th aug i was running on only 45minutes of sleep,
so do excuse the huge-ass eyebags.. =X
xiang was supposed to pick me up after school
but he was still at home sleeping by the time school was up
so i headed over to his place and waited for him to get ready
unfortunately something had to happen that made me really upset
i was tired/had spent to much effort/period-ing only to find out he had hid something from me
baby, you know that i trust you,
i just felt really disappointed that you didn't even tell me about it at all.
my initial plan after school was to go back to my place to get the car,
head down to one of four best wanton mee places that i had researched online (because wanton mee is his most fav food)
and the head over to the cathay to collect the tickets i had booked online for love guru
but because while waiting for him to be ready to leave
and also cos we were trying to clarify the matter
it left us with no time for wanton mee
so we went to the cathay straight to collect tickets,
back to my place to get the car
and rushed back to the cathay.
but he was still at home sleeping by the time school was up
so i headed over to his place and waited for him to get ready
unfortunately something had to happen that made me really upset
i was tired/had spent to much effort/period-ing only to find out he had hid something from me
baby, you know that i trust you,
i just felt really disappointed that you didn't even tell me about it at all.
my initial plan after school was to go back to my place to get the car,
head down to one of four best wanton mee places that i had researched online (because wanton mee is his most fav food)
and the head over to the cathay to collect the tickets i had booked online for love guru
but because while waiting for him to be ready to leave
and also cos we were trying to clarify the matter
it left us with no time for wanton mee
so we went to the cathay straight to collect tickets,
back to my place to get the car
and rushed back to the cathay.
there wasn't enough time for a proper meal
so we had to settle for finger food
a very hungry shixiang.
so we had to settle for finger food
a very hungry shixiang.
he started eating without me :(
wanted to ask him to take a picture of me too
but he was in such a hurry to eat
so i had to make do with a picture of just my food. o.0
"happy box" meal from shi lin chicken.
but he was in such a hurry to eat
so i had to make do with a picture of just my food. o.0
"happy box" meal from shi lin chicken.
love guru was a very lame/slack-stick-humour/what-else-can-you-expect-from-mike-meyers kind of show.
at least it was funny and jessica alba was in it?
hah
he kept wanting to know where dinner was
the only hint i gave him was thompson
which was much fun because he was really dying to know and i was never going to tell him.
so we drove to thompson plaza to kill time since dinner was only at 7pm.
the birthday boy
at least it was funny and jessica alba was in it?
hah
he kept wanting to know where dinner was
the only hint i gave him was thompson
which was much fun because he was really dying to know and i was never going to tell him.
so we drove to thompson plaza to kill time since dinner was only at 7pm.
the birthday boy
his girlfriend
we walked around thompson for abit
even both went to shit at the same time. HAH!
then to sin ming to look at a few bike shops
and back to thompson for dinner.
all the while he thought dinner was just gonna be the 2 of us,
because we originally agreed to keep his actual b'day to just between us
so when we got to miss clarity,
the reservation for a table of 10 kinda gave itself away.
but unfortunately,
EVERYBODY ELSE WAS LATE.
-_________________-"
so it was just the 2 of us sitting there for a pretty long time
and by the time all who was supposed to be there had arrived it was 8.20pm (reservation was at 7pm)
so much for surprises
*kua kua kua*
even both went to shit at the same time. HAH!
then to sin ming to look at a few bike shops
and back to thompson for dinner.
all the while he thought dinner was just gonna be the 2 of us,
because we originally agreed to keep his actual b'day to just between us
so when we got to miss clarity,
the reservation for a table of 10 kinda gave itself away.
but unfortunately,
EVERYBODY ELSE WAS LATE.
-_________________-"
so it was just the 2 of us sitting there for a pretty long time
and by the time all who was supposed to be there had arrived it was 8.20pm (reservation was at 7pm)
so much for surprises
*kua kua kua*
my lychee drink which was not bad.
baby's seafood risotto thingy which was good
one of his friend's main course
my creamy pork pasta which was alright only
why so far away baby?
his friends
top L-R = gavin, aaron, birthday boy, daniel
bottom L-R = wei cheun, andrew, benjamin
people missing from picture = me (obviously cos i was taking the picture), daniel's gf (because it was an all guy photo) and garrick (who left us early for prata).
top L-R = gavin, aaron, birthday boy, daniel
bottom L-R = wei cheun, andrew, benjamin
people missing from picture = me (obviously cos i was taking the picture), daniel's gf (because it was an all guy photo) and garrick (who left us early for prata).
someone so happy sial
after dinner it was er ren si jie time
and we drove to sentosa to go to the beach (the last time we went to the beach together was the day before we got together which is a long time ago)
and open his present.
what is this,
he made me carry his present all the way to the beach
and i was in peep-toe heels mind you
and they don't go well with beaches. :p
and we drove to sentosa to go to the beach (the last time we went to the beach together was the day before we got together which is a long time ago)
and open his present.
what is this,
he made me carry his present all the way to the beach
and i was in peep-toe heels mind you
and they don't go well with beaches. :p
ever since he saw the box at my place when we went to get the car,
that boy was ever so curious about what was inside.
every time we were in the car driving
he would keep looking back at the box (which was sitting innocently in the backseat)
full of anticipation and wanting to know.
haha
that boy was ever so curious about what was inside.
every time we were in the car driving
he would keep looking back at the box (which was sitting innocently in the backseat)
full of anticipation and wanting to know.
haha
we found a nice spot under some trees near cafe del mar
he was so excited,
he kept asking me to take pictures of him with the box
he kept asking me to take pictures of him with the box
pulling the ribbon..
pulling up the lid..
"what's that?"
he actually likes the box and the message more than he likes the present.
o.0
o.0
sx is the kinda guy who hardly emotes
and it's so so so difficult to make him so happy such that when you look at him you can actually see and feel the happiness coming out from him
trust me, i've tried to many many times
he would tell me he's happy but i could never feel the happiness.
til that moment after the above picture was taken.
he came beside me gave me a really big and tight hug
and you could see it oozing in his eyes and and his face.
the whole moment was so beautiful, so serene
i guess it might have been because it was the first time i saw him so happy
and i was really happy that i made him that happy
or maybe because at that moment i felt all that hard effort put in was really worth it
but i cried.
happy tears rolling down my face. (i am tearing as i am typing this)
i almost never get so happy that i cry
and even when i do i just tear or 1-2 tears escape.
but this time i was crying many many tears.
i really can't explain it
he should be the one crying right?
but the whole thing was just really really so beautiful,
i really couldn't help myself.
i think our relationship has reached a new level.
:)
and it's so so so difficult to make him so happy such that when you look at him you can actually see and feel the happiness coming out from him
trust me, i've tried to many many times
he would tell me he's happy but i could never feel the happiness.
til that moment after the above picture was taken.
he came beside me gave me a really big and tight hug
and you could see it oozing in his eyes and and his face.
the whole moment was so beautiful, so serene
i guess it might have been because it was the first time i saw him so happy
and i was really happy that i made him that happy
or maybe because at that moment i felt all that hard effort put in was really worth it
but i cried.
happy tears rolling down my face. (i am tearing as i am typing this)
i almost never get so happy that i cry
and even when i do i just tear or 1-2 tears escape.
but this time i was crying many many tears.
i really can't explain it
he should be the one crying right?
but the whole thing was just really really so beautiful,
i really couldn't help myself.
i think our relationship has reached a new level.
:)
he took a picture of the message he loved so much
(that picture of him is so stupid yet cute right? =X)
(that picture of him is so stupid yet cute right? =X)
us by the beach tired but very very happy.
after that it was home sweet home
he ended up staying over
and we got to sleep in each other's arms.
the poorboy was not feeling well and was feverish by the time we got back.
but all in all,
it was a happy ending.
:)
i love you shixiang chen.
and i hope you loved everything from 15th aug 12:00:00am
all the way to 11:59:59pm. (and of course everything before and after as well :p)
*many many hugs and kisses*
love
your girl,
nicole.
he ended up staying over
and we got to sleep in each other's arms.
the poorboy was not feeling well and was feverish by the time we got back.
but all in all,
it was a happy ending.
:)
i love you shixiang chen.
and i hope you loved everything from 15th aug 12:00:00am
all the way to 11:59:59pm. (and of course everything before and after as well :p)
*many many hugs and kisses*
love
your girl,
nicole.
nicole<3
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