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    Tuesday, March 31, 2009, 2:05 AM

    i'm having problems falling asleep
    and i miss dumb dumb xiang!
    we haven't been meeting that often cos his exams are coming up and he's been working too
    so i'm looking forward to my b'day cos i'm 100% confirmed guranteed chop gonna see him that day
    too bad he has school til 5pm that day so we only get to spend half a day together.
    BOO~*


    anyways,

    i am still very obsessed over the pretty colours of my roses.



    and i put up the lights xiang brought back for me from his thailand trip last year.
    string of colourful balls

    and rainbow lantern-like lamp

    and this is a pink paper lantern from ikea

    tadah!!
    pretty pretty.
    :)

    and my friend bling bling-ed my short short nails on sat.
    damn glittery in real life!!
    i like~*

    that's all for now.




    nicole<3

    Monday, March 30, 2009, 12:52 AM

    happy 15th monthsary sugar!!!!!!!!
    <3




    nicole<3

    Sunday, March 29, 2009, 2:26 AM
    emo smeemo.

    just when i thought april was gonna turn out bad bad bad,
    i see a glimmer of hope.
    my birthday project still can't kick off (which is such a bummer because i've been waiting for weeks),
    elijah's rear tyre got a nail so long that it pierced it in 2 places and therefore i had to change the whole thing.
    sigh, 130bucks gone a day after getting my allowance. T.T
    and me & sx has a disagreement earlier. :(


    fortunately, one of my projects which was initially due on 5th april (the lecturer only told us 3 days ago) has been postponed to a week later.
    which means i can still celebrate my birthday without worrying about it.
    all this while i was thinking that i wouldn't be able to celebrate in peace cos i'd either be worrying about the project cos it's unfinished or i'd have to spend it rushing out the project.
    thankfully the big guy up in the sky is kind enough to let me celebrate my day in peace.
    thank you god!!
    :)


    now,
    time to introduce my new crib..


    this is what you see when you open the door.

    white open concept wardrobe

    white bookshelves
    (do mind the pail, aircon was leaking at the time. heh)

    i finally have a proper writing desk after 754086798768760873 years!!

    my so-called dressing table.
    i LOVEEEEEEEEEEE this red drawer so much
    it's the piece de resistance in my room. :D
    it's actually red stained wood grain but you can't see it in the photo.
    will take a clearer picture next time.

    white bed frame
    this is actually my old bed frame from the serangoon house,
    and my dad painstakingly spent days painting it matt white.

    my toilet.
    (what, no shower curtains?!)

    a coat hanger to hang all my junk on.
    muahahahahhaah~*

    before i moved,
    i vowed to myself that every now and then i'd buy flowers for myself and put them in a pretty vase in my room to make myself happy.
    so today i went and got some roses.
    this picture is the closest i could get to the actual colours.
    the photos simply do them no justice
    in real life they are so goddamn pretty.
    especially the on in the middle
    it's literally HOT PINK, really vibrant and bright pink. (i've never had hot pink roses before)
    i like~

    really big and pouffy
    and they cost a buck and 20 cents each only!!
    how cool is that?

    it's been a longgggggggggggg time since i last got flowers from anybody.
    SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHH


    sian,
    i'm hungry now. :(




    nicole<3

    2:22 AM

    i'm never understanding enough,
    no matter what i do
    or how much i do.




    nicole<3

    Wednesday, March 25, 2009, 12:18 AM

    weeee~*
    i am moving tomorrow!!
    and it doesn't help that i have school from 12.15pm to 6.30pm
    which means i will come home to a new room which will still be in a huge mess
    cos i will have no time to tidy up and organize things before i go to school.
    hopefully i can get things done and maybe chill out for the night at obar with the girls tomorrow.
    i need my dosage of dancing and r&b.
    :)




    10 wonderful days to 4th april!!!!




    nicole<3

    Sunday, March 22, 2009, 1:41 AM

    been sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lazy to blog.
    been spending my time going to school, meeting up with friends i haven't seen for a longgggg time and packing/moving things to the new house.


    this is what i found lying under my blanket this morning afternoon when i woke up.
    major breakage!!
    luckily it didn't break deep enough to tear into the flesh.
    :X



    my new room is pink!
    well, 1 out of the 4 walls is anyway.
    moving in on wednesday. :D

    and my baby got a new baby today.
    lao niang's first proper ride on a class 2 bike.
    went for a little joyride to jb for petrol earlier
    the bass-y sound of the exhaust and powerful torque is absolute shiokness!! :)
    (if you look carefully, there is dumb dumb xiang's ah peh bike and my elijah in the background)


    and last but not least,
    mini domo was bugging me to share this picture with everyone seeing that it was his first time in a foreign country (which requires a plane to get there)
    so tadah!!
    mini domo in aussie at cronulla beach..!!


    i am damn jealous of melly right now!!
    i want my vanilla ice-cream too.
    *pout*


    alrights,
    time to wash up and go to lalaland.
    my hair smells of exhaust.
    *arghs*


    oh yea,
    13 wonderful days to 4th april!!!!
    muahahahahahahhahahahahahahahah~*
    ;)




    nicole<3

    Tuesday, March 17, 2009, 2:59 AM

    did a little experimenting with office o7.
    "like it, love it, hate it, whatever, just.. enjoy it"


    tadah!!
    one of my favorite memories.
    (:




    nicole<3

    Monday, March 16, 2009, 1:21 AM

    over the week i have officially domesticated myself.
    i don't mean that i've learnt to do housework, cook and now sew
    what i mean is that i spent a good % of my time this week at home.


    i only stepped out for school on mon and sat
    went to see the new place with dad on mon
    went clubbing on wed night
    spent my whole friday with dumb dumb xiang
    and stepped out for awhile just now to meet xiang and bring elijah home.
    my whole weekend was at home cept for school and elijah!! (a first in a really long time)


    gonna wash up and get sleep
    it's that blood-filled time of the month again.
    dang!




    nicole<3

    Sunday, March 15, 2009, 7:02 PM

    i am done staring at the computer screen.
    after hours and hours of searching for cowboy & indians party themes and pictures of anything related to it.


    it's only week 2 of school and already we have to start on our projects.
    all thanks to the school for squeezing our last semester into 3 months.
    and some lecturers keep deciding to cancel their lessons or take mc which makes it worse cos those missed lessons are squeezed into our already very squeezed timetables.
    our timetables are messed up that instead of the usual 4 lessons a week,
    it becomes 6-7lessons a week.
    sometimes 2-3 days in a row of 2 lessons each.
    there's even a day that we have 2 lessons of the same module and the timings are such that it's 12.15-3.15pm for lesson one and 3.30-6.30pm for lesson two.
    way to go school!! 15minute break for 6 hours of lessons. o.0


    looks like all hell will break loose this semester.
    "can't wait" ay.
    i even have to go to school on my birthday which is a sat because our friday lesson was cancelled and what do you know, the timetable has to be pushed back such that we have school on the 4th of april.
    (when 3rd of april is supposed to be the start of the study break)
    -______________________________-"
    i guess the only good thing that can come out of it is that it's 10am-1pm and not some other awkward timing.


    on the bright side,
    there is the moving of house and my 22nd coming up to look forward to.
    the house is painted.
    all we have to do is to order our furniture and move.
    can't wait to furniturize and decorate my room. :D
    and i have a birthday present project for myself too,
    can't wait to implement that project.
    heh heh heh.


    alright,
    dinnertime.
    TA~*




    nicole<3

    Thursday, March 12, 2009, 4:57 AM
    wants to kill and murderize people!

    i've been angry while clubbing many times.


    pissed at the numerous people who step on my toes/feet, spill drinks on me and who just shove me out of their way while passing through without even a "sorry" or an "excuse me".

    pissed when people are pushing into me from all directions and i can't even move my arms.

    pissed at the drunkards and their partners who don't know how to handle their date/hookup who is falling on ppl and flailing their arms all over the place.

    pissed at fucktards who think they even have a chance to dance with you and are very persistent.
    (god oh god, are the shorter ones really that full of themselves?)

    pissed at a random group of fucktards where one of them keeps trying to push one of his friends at me.


    so generally i was pissed in general at anything and everything
    but tonight i was bloody fucking pissed at certain people in particular
    the whole night i was practically shouting at people
    i was just so filled with anger tonight.


    i remember shouting:

    "WHAT THE FUCK?!"


    "NO, I AM NOT INTERESTED"


    "NO YOU CAN'T, THIS IS A CLOSED PARTY"


    "WHAT THE FUCK IS THE ASSHOLE BEHIND ME DOING?"


    "JUST LOOK AT THE FUCKER BEHIND ME, WHAT A LOSER!"

    "THE FUCKER BEHIND ME IS FUCKING IRRITATING!"


    "GET A LIFE!"


    and i fucking shoved away 2 FUCKING ANG MOHS who tried to grab me on separate occasions.
    i seriously wanted to strangle and kill both of them.


    what is becoming of the damn guys in singapore?
    have they all gone back to their barbaric roots?
    SHEESH!




    nicole<3

    Tuesday, March 10, 2009, 12:41 AM

    my room looks like
    the big bad wolf tried to blow it down,
    tasmanian devil decided to spin by,
    and there's a warehouse sale going on in my room.


    but i keep coming up with 1oo1 excuses on why i shouldn't tidy it up.
    all of them being the exact same reason.


    why bother when i'm gonna have to make a mess and pack it up 2 weeks later.
    :X




    nicole<3

    Monday, March 09, 2009, 12:41 AM

    what a super busy busy busy week
    i've been going out everyday for the entire week.


    mon - school + dinner with khad & jing
    tue - cole & xiang day (handphone shopping at ps, tpy & tampines)
    wed - braddell mech + late night meetup with joyce
    thur - obar with joyce & mai
    fri - school + dinner with khad, joyce & jing + pool at paradiz & marina barrage with chris, yanwei & todd
    sat - dinner with eileen + hougang mall + yishun dam with team illusion
    sun - shopping at raffles city + suntec career fair + dinner at chomps with team illusion


    i need to spend an entire day at home to catch up on much deserved sleep and rest. :S
    anyways,

    me and dumb dumb xiang had sushi for lunch on tue


    one of my all time favourite sushi

    xiang

    sukiyaki

    cole

    and today,
    i bought donuts at rc.
    haven't bought j co's for some time.

    yum yum.

    and today i bought my very first atas branded piece of cloth to date!
    okay, maybe to some people fcuk is just a more expensive clothing brand, but to me it is atas.
    i never would have thought i would buy something from fcuk.
    (all eileen's fault for showing me the beauty of brands! :X heh)
    this is also my very first fcuk paper bag,
    gonna fold it and keep it nicely as a remembrance

    what's inside the bag?
    that's a tale for another time.
    muahahahahahahahha~ *mysterious laughter*




    nicole<3

    Friday, March 06, 2009, 4:05 AM

    obar sucked today.
    good music but NO CROWD at all
    the dance floor was literally empty
    this is the first and last time i'm going there on a thursday.
    only wednesdays and weekends from now on
    so disappointing.
    o.0




    nicole<3

    Monday, March 02, 2009, 11:50 PM
    wtf is this?

    i tried logging onto hotmail and i got this:


    Server Too Busy

    We are experiencing higher than normal volume and are therefore unable to service your request at this time. Try one of the following:
    • In your browser, click Refresh
    • In your browser, click Back, and try again
    • Wait a few minutes and try again
    We apologize for this inconvenience.




    -___________________________-"




    nicole<3

    Sunday, March 01, 2009, 11:17 PM

    last night,
    as the plane was metres from land
    and you could the changi airport lights
    a song kept playing in my head.
    kit chan's "home".
    the lyrics kept going over and over in my head.


    "this is home, truely
    where i know i must be
    where my dreams wait for me
    where that river always flows

    this is home, surely
    as my senses tell me
    this is where, i won't be alone
    for this is where i know it's home."


    i was having a ball with that song in my head
    like a mini national day parade
    and i couldn't wait for the plane to touch ground.
    partially because i needed the toilet,
    partially because i'd had a long day and was really tired and just wanted to go home
    and partially because i finally got to see my sweetheart after 3 weeks.


    i think time apart did us good
    makes you miss them and appreciate them more.
    i was so happy, just looking at him made me smile
    i sunk into every embrace and didn't want to let go
    the kisses tasted sweeter
    and i just felt so comfortable
    like as if we were back in the "honeymoon days".
    and it was also kind of our anniversary since it was the last day of feb and there is no "30th".
    :)


    anyway, now that i'm back
    it's back to school
    and busy myself with packing cos it's time to move again.
    already today was spent looking at and choosing furniture
    and i still kind of have to adjust to the time difference although it's only 3 hours.
    in sydney i would be in bed already now.


    looking forward to the following days,
    actually having things to do and timetables to follow after months
    meeting up with beloved friends whom i miss dearly
    and of course making up for lost time with xiang.
    :)


    a proper update of my sydney trip soon.
    (i can feel melvina rolling her eyes when she reads this sentence)
    haha
    oh, and i finally FINALLY got my pay after 3 long months!!
    :)
    nights!




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