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    Monday, June 29, 2009, 2:29 PM

    he who blocked me on msn,
    has suddenly unblocked me
    as quietly and suddenly and without reason as he had blocked me in the first place.


    i wonder what happened that changed his mind.
    weird~~~~




    nicole<3

    Saturday, June 27, 2009, 2:34 PM

    just out of curiosity,
    i decided to create a tweeter account of my own
    and figure out what it's all about
    and at the same time follow the accounts of ppl whose blogs i follow.


    so basically it's like your facebook status
    just that people update it on an hourly or many-hourly basis.
    like maybe it'd go:

    "i just woke up and i'm going to brush my teeth now"

    "i had pancakes and a hot cuppa milo for breakfast"

    "i'm playing with snowflake now, the love of my life" *insert picture of you playing with your dog*

    "the weather is killing me, i'd love to go for a swim right about now"

    and yada yada yada.


    so yea, i only have 2 miserable posts
    as i'm not always in front of the com
    and i don't have 24/7 connection to the internet via my phone.
    i guess it's probably fun when you have a really exciting and interesting life
    as for me.. *kua kua kua*




    rest in peace micheal jackson.




    nicole<3

    Friday, June 26, 2009, 1:06 AM

    sometimes you can't help but feel like sigh-ing.

    *sighhhh*




    nicole<3

    Wednesday, June 10, 2009, 1:17 AM

    i have a secret,
    and nope, nobody is ever going to find it.



    yes, the blabberings of a jobless bum.
    it's been an entire week since my strat paper and i have been bumming like no tomorrow.
    in my defence, i have started exercising!!
    30 laps on friday and 40 laps just the other day on monday.
    (swimming of course, no way i can run/jog in laps in multiples of tens)
    i have surpassed even my own expectations cos initially my target was 20 laps.
    going back to the pool reminded me of the joys i used to have as a kid
    every sunday at chuan park for my swimming lessons.
    i may have very few skills and attributes i can brag about,
    but if there is one thing that i'm proud of, it's my swimming.


    i am no mediocre swimmer.
    i am not the kind who swims half a lap and get all breatheless and crampy.
    i trained every sunday for years to get to my standard
    bronze, silver, gold, honours, speed.
    i enjoyed it, no matter how tough the training
    whether it be normal swimming, wearing our snorkels and flippers or trying to beat time limits.
    the water gave me a comfort, i felt at home in it.
    and seeing those kids having lessons there in hougang swimming complex,
    brought back those old memories.
    i used to HATE swimming with the pyjamas and blowing them up
    i didn't suck at it but it sure was a hell of torture.
    kicking and pulling with all your might.


    so yes, i feel alive again when swimming.
    i am reminded of my strength and my speed
    and that i have a skill that not everyone posses.
    or maybe i just say all of this to make myself feel better?
    haha, whatever it is
    i have found an old source of pride and joy.
    (and also my long lost tan) :)


    i planned to swim 5 days a week?
    but it seems that that might be a tad to aspiring a feat after not swimming properly for years
    my left knee cap hurts abit from over exertion.
    in due time i guess,
    i'll stick to 2-3 times a week for now
    if not i'll be tanned beyond recognition
    only after 2 sessions already i look non-chinese. o.0


    during my abscence from proper blogging,
    a few topics worth pondering came to mind.
    i won't eleborate on them now cos it's already 1+am
    but maybe i will in the future.
    i feel that this space is so dense compared to those of my peers.
    they write poems, discuss about life topics and come up with their own theories
    where as i, i produce meaningless records of what i've been up to and vain photos.


    you know how everyone complains that they can't wait to finish school and be done with exams and projects and homework?
    but when you actually get to that point, you wished you never had to leave behind that world of using microsoft word/powerpoint, highlighters and correction tape.
    cos what lies ahead is scary
    a world of responsibility, routine and uncertainty.


    what do you want in life?
    what are your goals?
    what job/profession do you want to be in?
    where do you see yourself in 5 or maybe 10 years?
    to me every question is answered with a big fat blank.
    i do not know what i want or where i want to go
    and that's scary.
    but for now i will let those blanks stay and enjoy the time and freedom that i have now.
    time to meet up with friends, go on holiday and do whatever there is that i want to
    before taking my official big step into adulthood.


    and that's exactly what i've been doing and am going to do.
    i've been meeting up with friends like joyceh, ym, zm, yjj, jack, ivan, jov, esmond as much as i can.
    i would love to meet xiang as much as i can too but with him there are always other commitments such as school or work
    i've been swimming, reading books, playing long-untouched games, rearing a whole gang of guppised (13 to be exact!!), riding..
    hopefully me and xiang can go on short getaways next month and in august as planned
    and i'm going back to my part time job because i need money
    i also need to get back to my 2a which i've stopped for nearly half a year
    what's stopping me is the fear of not riding a super 4 for so long.
    stupid stupid ego and fear of embarrassment. -________-"
    hopefully i get to party as much as i can while i still can
    though the girls are all on attachment now and they don't club as often. :S


    on a random note,
    something's been slightly (a teensy weensy bit) bugging me
    i have no idea why i have been blocked on msn.
    it's pretty obvious cos that person is online almost everyday and suddenly is offline all the time
    i wonder what happened that there was a need to block
    esp when we aren't even on talking anymore
    or maybe that is the reason.
    but that's weird cos we've been like that for many many months and it's only now that this happens
    damn strange laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
    oh well, it was your choice to end the friendship.
    i thought i could finally maintain a friendship for once since mostly everyone ignored me after
    but maybe that's too complicated
    it just bugs me that any person will block me for no absolute reason. o.0
    (or am i sending spams via msn that's why?)
    so irritating.


    on more random notes,
    i want this game!!!!
    but i doubt my cottoncandy can support it
    and i'm sure it's going to cost a bomb
    but then it's so cooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool *whines*



    you can customise so many things in this version
    highlights in hair, clothes fabrics, more specific traits and even the favourite food and stuff of your characters
    the visuals are so much better too!


    i want i want i want!!
    :X



    and this is such a 2a beauty
    if only i were up to my knees in money!!
    (this bike only requires that much)
    the ninja 250r
    chio chio chio!!
    and in my favourite colour too. (:
    (yes, i like all things ah beng and my bf totally abhors my taste but who cares. :p)



    i probably should sleep now.
    badminton at 9.30am tomorrow
    goodnight~*




    nicole<3

    Thursday, June 04, 2009, 7:46 PM

    just when you were thinking this was going to become one of those music blogs,
    i have returned with a proper post.
    finally after weeks of project deadlines and an exam,
    it's FREEDOM and time to PARTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~*
    :)



    we had a tb23 class gathering one sat night,

    strawberry & vanilla ice-cream
    mel's and my 'couple phones'!!
    heh heh
    :X


    trying to re-enact those cutesy jap/korean girl ads


    we haven't seen kenneth in a long long long time.


    group photo with half of us having our eyes closed cos the guy didn't say
    "1, 2, 3"

    even on the escalators,
    we never let a photo moment go to waste
    :X



    proper group photos outside of heeren


    after watching "the conspiracy" we all squeezed into mel's car
    and headed down to marina barrage


    jump!!



    then there was khad's brother's wedding.

    a big group of class 2 riders were part of the welcoming committee

    khad's brother's bmw!!

    the newly wed couple taking photos

    and the 3 of us all looking hot and sweaty.
    -_-"

    next was pearlin's b'day.

    dinner at marina square's ministry of food.

    yum yum!!


    pearl & dawn


    mel & cole

    me and xiang went to jb for kim gary and "night @ the museum 2"

    the hk milk tea at xin wang is definately still the best.


    i love my jacket.
    :X

    pineapple cheesy sausages that sx loves

    xiang's beef baked rice,
    i had pork chop baked rice.



    one night me and the boys went out for supper

    we had teochew porridge

    with quite a few dishes
    the minced meat rocks la!

    zm & ym

    yjj & me

    then we headed down to selegie for tau hway and egg tarts!

    AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    since we were so near to paradiz,
    we decided to L4D!! :D
    curing the infection, one bullet at a time

    then we drove down to the esplanade for photo taking
    here's a little vogue-ing!
    remember, FIERCE and SMILE WITH YOUR EYES!
    ;p

    this is the meaning of LOFL. (lie on floor laugh)
    lols

    pretty blue glow-y balls outside of the durian.

    i can't handstand!!

    us with the pretty construction lights??

    cole the hunter!!!!
    beware!

    xiang and i both had a craving for sushi (coindicentally)
    so we headed down to kovan's sakae sushi

    all in all we had 25 plates of sushi
    we were practically forcing ourselves to finish the last few.

    chubby cheeks!

    :)

    colourful food/plate combis.

    dessert

    last sunday i went down with the family to the aquarama exhibition at suntec
    there were,

    guppies

    cory's

    chiclids

    goldfish

    sucker fish

    luo hans

    arrowanas

    discus

    and fighting fish

    and do you see this?
    goldfish, guppies, a gourami and clown fish all in the same tank!
    unbelievable!!

    after our last exam paper and supposely our last day in mdis
    we went out for lunch and east coast for bbq dinner.

    first half of the table

    second half of the table

    we endured the scorching hot weather
    to take a group photo with the pretty cityscape,
    though it looks more like a fake backdrop placed behind us.
    HAH

    some of us went cycling!
    and i tell you, i ride a motorbike but i haven't ridden a bicycle for a few years
    and when i got on it it felt so light and small
    i couldn't even keep straight
    kept feeling like the bike handle was going in curvy directions.
    but it got better as time went on
    what a joke right? o.0


    one of my classmates brought her dog along to east coast park
    and he's so bloody cute!

    he's all round and fat with short short legs
    and he's got no tail

    hello zack!!

    we're all tired from last minute mugging for our paper.
    haha

    the whole gang


    a last moment toegther by the beach
    :)


    went for a job interview the other day,
    which kinda sucked cos the position they were offering was like -______________-"

    dumb dumb xiang fiddling with my cam
    he wanted to give me a ride to the interview.
    aww~

    us before leaving the house






    yesterday me, jing & khad went to get our manes coloured.
    our photos tgr were all taken using khad's camera so i only have those we took after jing left.


    tadah!!
    no more black roots!! yay!! :D
    i like the curls though they're only there cos the guy who did my hair blowed it dry in curls.
    :)


    such colourful and pretty balls outside of this building at tanjong pagar area
    i like!!!!


    cole couldn't resist taking photos with the colourful balls.


    khad and cole

    i like this photo,
    though both of us could hardly open our eyes due to the sun


    then later at night it was makan with the boys again

    i tried lasi-sweet for the first time.

    and ordered milky prata
    which came out to be so uber humongous!!

    me!
    yjj was hiding cos he had just woken up from a nap before meeting us
    and he claimed he didn't look good. o.0

    ym & zm

    after dropping yjj back home cos he had work early the next day,
    we headed down to marina barrage (again for me)
    me at the viewing pad.

    as zhimin says,
    "retro cole"


    me modelling for zm.
    haha!

    me imitating water droplet guy.
    do you see that thing on the floor in front of me?

    it's a discarded kid's briefs la!!
    damn fucking gross.
    -_______________-"

    pretty pretty!

    and this is so damn bloody pretty!!
    it looks more like day time than the middle of the night
    zm's dslr is damn cool i tell you!!

    my legs look like they go on forever in this photo
    heh :X


    and with his dslr you can do this too!!
    i am so facsinated with the pretty pictures he takes
    i want to get a dslr too!!!!
    but i need at least 700bucks.
    -_____________-"

    randoms

    my bedsheet at the moment
    pillowcases courtesy of dumb dumb xiang which he got me last year when he went to bkk


    i am all ready to start on my exercise plan
    to go jogging and swimming every week now cos..
    dad got me pretty running shoes!

    pretty pink nikes'

    and i got myself a new swimsuit
    (cos i don't dare to wear bikinis to a public swimming pool :X haha)

    i fell in love with the pattern the first time i saw it
    <3>
    sexyback!!


    all rights, the end now.
    i have spent hours and hours just on this post from all the uploading
    o.0
    tata~*




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