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Wednesday, May 27, 2009, 6:55 PM
a combination of songs from kris allen and adam lambert. :)
(press play!!)
No Boundaries (kris allen)
Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want, but how long can you wait?
Every moment last forever.
When you feel you've lost your way.
What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.
So here I am, still holding on
With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing.
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am, still holding on
With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you
And your dreams
With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
Yeah, there are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
nicole<3
Friday, May 22, 2009, 3:57 AM
just heard this earlier on during the finale of american idolby my all time favourite idol.
quite a sad song
especially when his brother just passed away a few weeks ago.
my condolences to you david cook.
(remember to press play!!)
Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely change even if I tell you I won't go away today
Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
And all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary rest your head
I'm permanent
I know he's living in hell every single day
And so I ask oh god is there some way for me to take his place
And when they say it's all touch and go I wish I could make it go away
But still you say
Will you think that you're all alone when no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent
I'm permanent
Is the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you'll never see me cry
nicole<3
Thursday, May 21, 2009, 11:09 PM
american idol is hot..
jason mraz is hot'i'm yours' is hot
'boom bom pow' is hotter
fergie is even hotter
bikini girl is even more hotter
adam lambert is much more hotter
but..
DAVID COOK IS OH SO BLOODY HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT~*
*swoons*
:X
nicole<3
Thursday, May 14, 2009, 5:54 AM
the thing about me is that whenever i acquire new songs,i usually don't listen to them
and they sit in my music folder left neglected
until i hear a song i really like on the radio or on tv,
i remember key phrases or whatever bits i can pick out,
start searching for the song
and realize that its been actually been under my fingertips all along.
like today,
i was watching criminal minds and they played this song twice in the show.
if you know me well, though i'm always going on about how i am an "r&b' person,
i am also a sucker for sad/emo songs,
esp the ones about broken hearts and lost love. (signs of a cynic?? oh no!!)
anyway,
i knew i'd heard it before but i just couldn't put my finger on who sang it or what it was called.
so i googled the parts of the lyrics i could remember
which were "a broken heart a heart that's still beating"
and i get "broken by lifehouse"
sounds familiar, so i check my music folder and wad'dya know?
:)
i bring to you,
an emo song.
haha
Lifehouse - Broken
|
(press play!)
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain (in the pain), is there healing
In your name (in your name) I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be OK
The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain(In the pain) there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm barely holdin' on to you
nicole<3
Tuesday, May 12, 2009, 1:35 AM
the mask!
its been ages since i last shopped in townhere are the spoils of war!
i for one am not a diy-apply-mask-at-home person
but through a recommendation by a friend
i decided to try this out.
it's damn cool cos it's black!! :D
[notice it's called mask white? the irony!!]
[notice it's called mask white? the irony!!]
while waiting for the mask to dry up..
after 20 over minutes,
it's time to un-mask.
it's time to un-mask.
tadah!
you get a free mask of your own face as a souvenier.
it's kinda creepy looking. :X
[ps: never apply it near/on your hairlines or eyebrows,
it's damn painful to remove. i lost a few eyebrow hairs in the process. :S]
you get a free mask of your own face as a souvenier.
it's kinda creepy looking. :X
[ps: never apply it near/on your hairlines or eyebrows,
it's damn painful to remove. i lost a few eyebrow hairs in the process. :S]
nicole<3
Sunday, May 10, 2009, 3:22 AM
sigh..
i feel so lonelyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyi am damn sad from being "boyfriend-less" for over 2 months
it's like having a bf but yet not having a bf. :(
i haven't seen him for 2 whole weeks!!!!
since i came back from sydney
i haven't been seeing much of dumb dumb xiang, 1-2 times a week tops.
we only send a few sms' a day and if i'm lucky 1 or 2 short phone calls a week.
yea, i do hang out alot more with my friends now to keep myself occupied,
but i still feel lonely.
the loneliness of not seeing or hearing your other half.
i miss going on dates
i miss him pillioning me around
i miss slacking around at home watching tv while lying on his stomach
i miss having someone to complain to and nag at
i miss piggyback rides
i miss 1-2hour long telephone conversations
i miss holding hands, embraces and kisses
i miss his presence
i miss the smell of his adidas deodorant
i miss all day long texting
i miss having him around to listen to me talk about whatever under the sun i wanted to talk about
i miss someone worrying about where i am, wondering how i'm doing or what i've been doing.
i miss him making attempts to ask me out or calling me - i have to be the one to take initiatives now to ask or call but they always don't work out. o.0
i miss him bringing me to places i want to go to or to go satisfy my cravings
i miss him picking me up to go on dates or just to send me home after school or an outing
i miss going over to his place to look for him after school
i miss hugging him or being hugged by him to sleep
i miss a whole lot more other things..
and i see my friends around me with their other halves doing all those things
and i want that too!!
:(
i know he's been studying and all and now his exams have started
but that doesn't mean i don't still feel that missing feeling..
sxc, you don't know how it feels!!!!
it's a very very sad feeling!
like some kind of empty feeling.
i wish i could translate that feeling to you to make you understand
so that you know how your poor gf feels.
it's like i know you don't have time and i don't blame you BUT i still miss you very very much and feel kinda neglected and very very lonely?
there's is only so long you can close your eyes and ignore the deprivation til it hits you.
i think you have to go through it to understand it
because now you're probably thinking like "don't exaggerate la, it's not that bad what?! i'm still here and i still do msg you now and then though i selddom see you"
oh wells,
can't wait for friday when his exams FINALLY end.
he better make sure he makes true his promises that he'll make up for the neglect after his exams.
because his gf is super deprived of having a bf now,
his very emooooooooooooooooooooo gf.
SIGH~*
nicole<3
Thursday, May 07, 2009, 11:26 PM
i think i'm getting oldi'm aching from last night's "workout session"
you know those lower back muscles above the tail bone area?
well, they're aching
and everytime i get up from lying down or i have to stretch that area it achessss~
o.0
nicole<3
9:05 PM
okay, i haven't done an once of work today.. YET!been slacking around ever since i woke up,
but i promise myself that i will start on my summaries for strategic management tonight
next week's the last week of school already,
OH MY GOD!!
its been damn long since i'd done a full proper post,
so here is one image laden helluva post.
:)
met the girlies for ladies' night
which might be one of our last ladies' night together for a long time cos joyceh is doing internship and kavi is starting work too. :S
met some of the girls in town first
these people nearly got themselves locked in taka's department store's toilet can?
the shutters and all of the department store were already down and the guards were like clearing the place already.
haha
these people nearly got themselves locked in taka's department store's toilet can?
the shutters and all of the department store were already down and the guards were like clearing the place already.
haha
maisha, sze hui, cole & kavi
my eyes look damn small compared to the 3 of them, damn!
we're a very multi-racial group.
sze is chinese, mai is chinese-indian (but looks malay), i am chinese-filipino and kavi is indian
but we are one big happy family
and it's damn cool about how we can joke about our races without worries. :)
sze is chinese, mai is chinese-indian (but looks malay), i am chinese-filipino and kavi is indian
but we are one big happy family
and it's damn cool about how we can joke about our races without worries. :)
check out sze's blings.
her accessories are all damn nice la.
and what she's wearing is very hot & sexy too. ;)
note to self not to squint my eyes anymore when taking a pic with kavi or mai
seriously, they both have such big pretty eyes.
seriously, they both have such big pretty eyes.
i am the angel among the devils what with all the black cloth. :D
heh heh
i think this is my only group of girlfriends were almost everyone is equally tall if not taller than me.
tall girls rock la!!
though it does sometimes attract too much unwanted attention when we're clubbing.
machiam modelling in front of taka
kavi and mai have been friends for years and years and years
and mai thinks that i am the equivalent of joyceh's "kavi"
:)
opps,
forgot the flash
my eyebags look horrendous here!!
-____________-"
forgot the flash
my eyebags look horrendous here!!
-____________-"
girls in white and black
girls in black
the "rojaks"
okay, last shot of the taka/wisma models!
haha
haha
we took bus 190 from town to clark quay and decided to hop down to arena for free drinks before heading down to obar
after 2 glasses of either sex on the beach or lychee martini's
and oogling at arena's really really hot resident female singer
we walked over to obar.
sidetrack: (i tell you everytime i go to arena i can just sit there and stare mesmerized at her. she has the abs and muscles of a man but yet the rest of her has the softness esp the boobs of a woman. i think every girl would die to have her body! it's perfect in all the right places. muscular legs and arms, a 6 pac, gorgeous boobs, pretty face and a really sexy husky singing voice. and she can bloody wear leather leggings as pants and still look damn hot. SIGHHHH)
so at obar we queued for drinks (for a very longggggg time)
and kavi and mai were in front with me and sze behind them
we ordered 4 shots and then we wanted to order another round of drinks but the bartender kept ignoring kavi & mai
so kavi said "why don't sze and you stand in front, i think he likes chinese girls better"
so we went in front while mai and kavi stood slightly behind us
sze did manage to get the bartender's attention and ordered 4 drinks
then the bartender was like "who are the other 3 people?"
so she pointed to me and mai and kavi behind us.
then the bartender was like "your friends need to be here to collect their drinks"
sze was like "they are here just behind us!!!!" and pointed to them again.
kavi was like "are we so dark that you can't even see us??!!"
said bartender just shrugged and made our drinks.
-____________-"
i bet kavi will hate that bartender from now on
the whole thing was just really stupid and funny
there is no way he couldn't have seen them
it was just so ridiculous la
so we believe he was just being racist or biased or something.
after awhile joyceh finally arrived!
sze and mai were already getting abit high by then.
we were actually posing for this photo for damn long
but mai's camera refused to take our picture
then a really nice song came on and kavi started dancing and the rest of us gave up
and suddenly *flash*
haha.
a proper photo this time!
okay, so retarded me didn't realize they were taking a group photo.
joyce looks like a little girl here!! :X
joyce looks like a little girl here!! :X
this time i am aware of the camera.
okay,
we all look drunk here. o.0
i always think that mai and kavy look so sweet together.
and they both have such pretty eyes and big smiles. :)
and they both have such pretty eyes and big smiles. :)
mai & kavi
joyce & cole
:D
joyce & cole
:D
this always happens when we take a group photo
joyce's head will get cut off.
joyce's head will get cut off.
i bet you 2 bucks joyce was tip toe-ing!
:X
:X
mai looks like she was photoshopped in. haha
sexay sexay.
sze loves that half closed eyes sultry look
like how paris hilton always does.
after obar we walked over to clark quay to get food & drinks and then home sweet home.
i had the "wtf" look on my face and my limbs are facing all directions
haha.
i had the "wtf" look on my face and my limbs are facing all directions
haha.
mai all smiles
their actions are just damn funny la.
haha
haha
kavi and joyce wanted to take a picture of their braids
and maisha looks like she was in a hurry and impatiently waiting in the background.
:X
and maisha looks like she was in a hurry and impatiently waiting in the background.
:X
joyce's "kavi" with mai's kavi. :)
and as we walk off in style..
cole
cole
kavi
sze
happy-but-very tired-and-sore feet
espcially after hours of dancing.
espcially after hours of dancing.
last picture
taken on the bridge.
with me holding on to my super big gulp coke.
i like this pic alot. :)
taken on the bridge.
with me holding on to my super big gulp coke.
i like this pic alot. :)
since i didn't manage to use my cam all night
and it's been so long since i camwhored
guess what i did when i got home?
haha.
if you noticed for the past few months i hardly post photos of me with other people, not to mention me alone
cos i'd been having really bad breakouts since feb
and i am disgusted with my own face.
anways,
picasa 3 is damn cool la
new functions for collages
i like! :)
and it's been so long since i camwhored
guess what i did when i got home?
haha.
if you noticed for the past few months i hardly post photos of me with other people, not to mention me alone
cos i'd been having really bad breakouts since feb
and i am disgusted with my own face.
anways,
picasa 3 is damn cool la
new functions for collages
i like! :)
i am damn happy that my hair is finally getting longer and longer
didn't really realize it much til last night. :)
and my unicorn says "hi!".
haha
didn't really realize it much til last night. :)
and my unicorn says "hi!".
haha
last but not least,
love,cole
:)
nicole<3
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