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after you've told someone something that you are obviously sian or upset about
and have verbally expressed that you do feel sian/upset
and right after that, that someone asks you why do you sound so sian.
do you not feel irritated or disappointed?
because it's like as if
1) everything you've said was rubbish
2) the other person was not listening at all
3) the other person does not even understand you enough to know why you feel that way
(even when you have just told them seconds before)
i don't know whether to feel sad for myself,
or for the other person.
sometimes asking you to cheer me up
is like asking for a miracle
i know you never ask me to when you're down
but i still do because i want you to be happy
even when there's nothing much i can say or do i'll still try to cheer you up
but time and again
you can't do the selfless act of doing so for me too.
it's always see your mood or level of tiredness
it's quite disheartening when you're already unhappy
and you think you can turn to your significant other
only to end up feeling worse
i know we shouldn't expect other people to bother and cheer us up
but who can honestly say they don't wish for it deep down inside?
i am only human yes?
what a really sucky feeling.
nicole<3
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