nicole"navarro.just-2wenty-one.o4th april.aries.half-malaysian-chinese-half-filipino.turtles, rainbows, motorbikes, vanilla.14 piercings.inked.officially licensed to ride.my mood: 
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i have no mood right now
no mood for anything at all
i'm just blank.
i have this feeling rather than grovelling at my feet and begginging for forgiveness,
and telling me how guilty and sorry he is,
he will still be un-remorseful, indignant and insist that he did nothing wrong.
i really don't know why you had to lie/not tell/break your promises (whichever option you prefer. they're all the same to me, BAD)
would i be so mad and be like this had you told me in the first place?
isn't honesty the most important factor in a relationship?
to think that day when you got upset with me when i took some time to answer you whether you trusted me, i felt bad about it after that.
but looky here,
you give me a reason not to trust you
and it's not the first time
and it's over the same thing.
i would think when you've lied to someone and they found out,
you'd feel all guilty and bad and try explaining like hell.
but no,
i get blamed for being "like that" and depriving him of sleep.
i still have to wait for you to be in a good mood to confront you about it?
i wonder, when things like this happen,
when i get really mad at you
are you ever scared of losing me?
nicole<3
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