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and i hope they come back soon
it's been some time.
managed to get a bit of those old feelings back today
but it's still not quite there yet
still a few kinks here and there
i guess we're still pretty tired and raw from before.
lets work hard at it alright?
from time to time i feel quite lonely
i miss having someone to give me attention and fuss and worry about me
who wonders how i am and what have i been doing all day.
someone who's just there whenever i need him,
whether i'm happy and want to share,
sad and need a shoulder,
confused and need advice
or simply bored and need someone to accompany me.
someone who will call just to hear my voice or msg me because he misses me
a big smile would appear on his face when he first sees me
and i'd be greeted with a huge hug and a kiss
he would entertain me no matter how lame or nonsensical i would get,
even if i asked the stupidest and most irritating of questions.
we would be content just slacking around at home and having each other for company
and i could talk about anything under the sun
lately he's been tired, moody and temperamental
and i hardly see that smile on his face
the warmness and fun he used to give out has since ceased.
i guess he's too preoccupied with all the other things happening in his life,
and too worn out by the time he can he stops worrying/thinking about/dealing with them
which leads to his indifference towards me now.
it's not easy to not incur his wrath or to avoid saying something which might upset him.
because his tiredness causes him to be very sensitive and impatient.
it's quite disheartening whenever he gets upset with me though i've been trying really hard.
i hope things tide over soon and he'll return to his old self
cos i really miss the guy i used to know.
its not been easy for him
and its definitely not been easy for us.
i miss you
nicole<3
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