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Wednesday, September 17, 2008, 11:41 PM
does that mean i'm not worth fighting for?
that once you say it's over then it's over
you'll never look back or regret it?
you won't even feel the pain or loss?
you'll never want me back ever again?
why then did you lie to me when we were casually talking about this before?
you said that once it's about infidelity then you won't even consider (that i agree)
but if it's because of a misunderstanding or other similar factors, you will try to get me back.
was it all just lies to make me feel at ease?
i feel so unimportant.
does that mean after everything we've been through you still didn't love me that much/enough?
you will willingly toy with the idea of breaking up so easily,
since you know that once you make a decision it will be final?
i feel so lost now.
after everything we said and done together
after all the effort i'm putting in
after all i've done
are you saying you will willingly let me go so easily?
you always say that i get so upset or unreasonable over small things, then what will happen in the future when we're both working adults and something big happens.
let me ask you back,
so if now already you feel like giving up,
if we are still together when we're both working,
you give me up just as easily if something major happens?
i am really really really disappointed.
am i really not that important enough to you?
why must you be so unfair to me?
don't you love me enough that if you lose me now,
you will try all your best to get me back?
you tell me that it's not like you don't love me anymore and finding another girl.
you expect me to believe that you'll still love me and stay single for the rest of your life because of that?
so what difference does it make you saying that you still love me but eventually along the way you'll find some other person to settle down with, have a family and live the rest of your life with.
am i supposed to feel comforted by that?
even if you've broken up, why can't you get back together?
if you really love the person so much you do anything for them right?
or is it some male chauvinist pig thinking that once a guy says to break he'll never change his mind.
why must things be so childish?
you really make me feel so unloved, unimportant and unworthy.
i thought you promised that you'll be good to me and make me happy?
why hurt me like this?
even after everything that's happening now.
no matter how hard things are,
i am really trying.
and i never ever considered going seperate ways
simply because i love you
and i don't want to give up.
why can't you do the same for me?
why can't you give me back the same strength, determination and love?
i can't say that i can undertsand how you feel
but i know things are really hard for you now.
your dad's condition, work, school, not having enough time, us.
but please don't give up on us so easily.
why is it that you have so many misgivings, (you have admitted to this yourself)
you make me sad so many times
yet i NEVER ever think about breaking up no matter how bad things are.
but because of things that are neither your fault nor mine,
things that are external and not within our control at all
you are willing to give up.
you are considering whether we should break up.
what's worse when it's for good.
if things are really bad right now,
we can take a break from each other, put things on hiatus,
and continue again when you are in a better state to.
there is no need to break up at all.
please love me enough to want to fight for me
please love me enough that even if one day we were to break up, you will still want me back.
please love me enough not to break my heart.
please just love me enough.
if you really don't.
then you really do not deserve me.
you would have broken your promise to me,
cheated me into this relationship thinking that you really love me and will take care of me no matter what,
made me waste all my time/feelings/effort
and i will truely HATE you all my life.
nicole<3
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