nicole"navarro.just-2wenty-one.o4th april.aries.half-malaysian-chinese-half-filipino.turtles, rainbows, motorbikes, vanilla.14 piercings.inked.officially licensed to ride.my mood: 
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yet there's nobody there for me
and the one who should be,
is the one making me cry right now
sometimes i really wonder what i mean to you.
why do you always make me so sad
why do you always make me feel that i'm never good enough for you
that i never understand enough
and why do you bear to leave me alone now,
to dwell on everything alone
in tears.
if you love me, why do you hurt me and then leave me to lick at my wounds myself
knowing how hard i've been crying
how swollen my eyes are.
why is it that you don't feel anything and are just able to hang up?
why do i always let myself get bullied by the other.
why am i always the one having to please them?
having to be understanding to them and changing myself or making sacrifices to make them happy.
why can't i just be happy with someone, without having to worry about all these.
what happened to just being in love?
or why is it never the guy doing all that he can to make me happy?
am i so undeserving of it?
i really don't know what to do.
do you even know i still have a online assignment to do right now?
and i am in no fucking mood to do it at all.
maybe i should just get a fucking zero for it.
you don't even know right?
because you don't even ask about me.
are you trying to drive me into a corner?
nicole<3
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