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sx is finally coming back tomorrow night..
F-I-N-A-L-L-Y!!!!
okay, so it's not like he's been gone for months.
but ever since wednesday (the day i found out my bike had gotten stolen),
i've hardly had a decent conversation with him.
there wasn't any time for him to stay by my side to comfort me,
nor did he have much time to sms/talk to me.
since he reached ipoh(fri morning), i have received less than 10 smses and only one super short phonecall from him.
damn sad can?
the feeling of sending so many smses a day and waiting and waiting but yet getting no replies.
like as if i'm blogging to myself in my messages
telling him what i did, how i felt, asking him if we could do this or that when he comes back.
and my phone being so quiet all the time
it just feels so sad and lonely.
*sigh sigh sigh*
and god,
the number of times i've been asked about my bike.
i really really want to go search around the neighbourhood and around singapore
i miss him so much can?
i really wonder where on earth he's at now
and it doesn't help everytime i see another sp i think of him.
and i envy the rider that they have a chance to ride their bike,
while i have lost my sidekick.
*arghs*
i hope wherever he is he's okay.
it's pretty heart wrenching to think that he's been dismantled into pieces,
or that he's missing parts here and there,
or that maybe he's been treated damn badly and already been damaged.
super duper :( ..
i have this feeling that when people meet me and first learn about me,
they get overwhelmed or taken aback by how complicated i can get.
in terms of visuals,
there's the blue streak of hair, piercings all over and the tatt.
then they learn i ride a bike and an sp at that ("huh, why you ride so ah beng bike?")
and things get even more confusing with me being half chinese half filipino but yet an australian citizen.
hah,
people probably find me amusing or weird
i wouldn't be surprised if people mistook me for an ah lian/gangster.
gonna crash soon.
night!
nicole<3
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