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til now, all i can manage are a few tears and then it stops.
aren't i suppose to cry in heavy sobs and then feel better after that?
i can't even get that kind of relief now.
usually i'd beat myself up and think,
"nicole, you are so weak, why do you always cry?"
and now that i do WANT to cry,
irony is laughing me in the face.
pathetic.
just so goddamn fucking pathetic.
nicole<3
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