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until today.
i can't describe the feeling
i feel mad,
i feel sad,
i feel regret,
i feel confused,
but most of all
i feel lost.
it's not something you can just cry over and then get over it.
in fact all i got out were 3 or 4 tears and then it stopped
it's like as if i'm so sad that i can't even cry.
right now, home is the last place i would want to be
cos at home, i keep thinking about it over and over in my head.
i would want to go out and chill, to take my mind off it
i wish he didn't have to work tonight,
i could really use the company.
i really wouldn't mind a big fat hug right now.
or maybe a hand on my head to ruffle up my hair and tell me things will end up alright.
but right now,
all i can do is feel lost
and wonder what in the world did i do to deserve this.
*sigh*
nicole<3
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