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yes, i have a couple of them..
2 on blogspot, 1 on livejournal and 1 more on wordpress..
back then my blogging style was filled with angst, emo-ness..
actually i don't think it's really all that different from how i blog now.. hah~*
you know how when you were in sec 1 you'd think, "wow, i'll be mature and grown up in sec 4."
and then when you reach sec 4 it's like "hey, i still feel and think the same like i was back in sec 1"
and this cycle goes on and on from poly year 1 to year 3, followed by uni..
who's to say how much we've grown up with age..
how do we measure how much we've matured?
i'm 21 now but i don't feel any different from when i was a fresh poly student..
does that mean i haven't matured with age..?
have i not learnt anything?
i look at my friends around me and i see that they are doing great things in their lives..
some giving tution and nurturing young minds, some going on to become therapists, most going to good universities, going overseas for exchange studies, some already working full time and making a living..
i feel like i've been left behind..
that i'm just wasting away, waiting for the days to go by..
i regret my choice of course/school cause i hate not being a student who goes to school for a full week..
people say i'm crazy that i'm not happy with having so many exemptions and not needing to go to school..
but to me, i don't feel that sense of achievement of going to school everyday, learning new things, aiming to score for tests and projects..
instead, i feel like i've let my brains go to mush..
after not studying properly for so long i have lost my momentum, the courage to speak up in class and the drive to learn..
oh well,
i've already choosen my path in life and since i'm already halfway through this stage i might as well make the best of it..
oh wait, i have no looks nor boobs so i can't be a bimbo..
so let's rephrase,
i just hope i'm not slowly turning into a stupid person..
;p
nicole<3
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