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csx stole my donuts..!!
he brought home the donuts i bought to bring to school for tomorrow's breakfast..
how can he do that to his girlfriend..
and his sick girlfriend at that..
bf, you good..!!
:(
alright, so i exaggerate..
it was because he put them in his bag earlier when i met him,
and had forgotten to give them back before he left..
but still,
I WANT MY DONUTS BACK..!!!!
nicole<3
i have 5 different kinds of meds to take,
my tailbone area is tender,
i can't have cold drinks nor aircon,
and i still have ALOT of photos to upload..
BAH~*
nicole<3
yes, i have a couple of them..
2 on blogspot, 1 on livejournal and 1 more on wordpress..
back then my blogging style was filled with angst, emo-ness..
actually i don't think it's really all that different from how i blog now.. hah~*
you know how when you were in sec 1 you'd think, "wow, i'll be mature and grown up in sec 4."
and then when you reach sec 4 it's like "hey, i still feel and think the same like i was back in sec 1"
and this cycle goes on and on from poly year 1 to year 3, followed by uni..
who's to say how much we've grown up with age..
how do we measure how much we've matured?
i'm 21 now but i don't feel any different from when i was a fresh poly student..
does that mean i haven't matured with age..?
have i not learnt anything?
i look at my friends around me and i see that they are doing great things in their lives..
some giving tution and nurturing young minds, some going on to become therapists, most going to good universities, going overseas for exchange studies, some already working full time and making a living..
i feel like i've been left behind..
that i'm just wasting away, waiting for the days to go by..
i regret my choice of course/school cause i hate not being a student who goes to school for a full week..
people say i'm crazy that i'm not happy with having so many exemptions and not needing to go to school..
but to me, i don't feel that sense of achievement of going to school everyday, learning new things, aiming to score for tests and projects..
instead, i feel like i've let my brains go to mush..
after not studying properly for so long i have lost my momentum, the courage to speak up in class and the drive to learn..
oh well,
i've already choosen my path in life and since i'm already halfway through this stage i might as well make the best of it..
oh wait, i have no looks nor boobs so i can't be a bimbo..
so let's rephrase,
i just hope i'm not slowly turning into a stupid person..
;p
nicole<3
i am so free that i have already blogged several posts today..
well, here's the first of the photo posts..
p/s: i recently changed from internet explorer to mozilla firefox and it's really alot faster.. uploading photos on blogger has never been quicker!! :)
24.o7.o8 - supper and late night ride (post bike breakdown)
this plate of yummy-ness only cost me 2.80, cheap shit if you ask me..damn happy to have elijah back, fixed and back to his old self.
on the way there, we rode straight into this swarm of flying bugs,
apparently i knocked into one, it survived and decided to stick around..
sky's eyes are always closed while zeke never wants to look at the camera.. -______-"
best i could do with my limited photography skills..
and our helmets as well..
zeke (finally you can see his face straight on) and chris..
last but not least, another unglam candid pic of chris..
muahahahahahahhahah~*
nicole<3
close to the tail bone area..
there's this kind of sore and tender feeling..
and it makes me feel like an old woman..
cough oh cough, please go away..
:(
nicole<3
i love you tomorrow,
i love you like,
i love no other.
you warm my heart,
you make me smile,
you keep me happy,
like candy to a child.
your warm kisses,
i love that taste,
there's nothing i want more,
than that sweet embrace.
with you i laugh,
with you i cry,
with you i want to spend,
everyday by and by.
if love were the sky,
you'd be the rainbow,
after a thunder storm,
there you'll be, i know.
what i want to say,
is i love you,
the one who touches my heart,
damn right, it's you.
- cole :)
nicole<3
nicole<3
i practically slept my day away..
had school in the morning,
lunch with xiang at ghim moh market which consisted of dumpling noodles and malay curry puffs,
and then he sent me home..
back home, i fell asleep in his lap while we were watching tv..
which is a first since he's usually the one to KO first.. HAH!
but i like the warm comfy feeling of lying on your tummy.. :)
he left after tucking me into bed at 3pm and i slept all the way til 9pm..
and now i'm home and bored.. o.0
i'll probably start on the photos later..
for now,
SOUTH PARK..!!!!
heh.
nicole<3
back to school..
had to lug 4 coursebooks home..
2 for today's module and 2 for the lesson i missed on monday.. (at least i don't have to bug the lecturer next mon =X)
it took a bloody one hour journey by car to get to school this morning..
irritating shit man..
hougang is not a very good location, i still prefer serangoon.. :(
headed to xiang's place after school, just 6 bus stops away.. very near.. :)
we watched kungfu panda and tom & jerry on dvd and we both fell asleep for an hour..
i drank so much water in school and at xiang's place that i irritated him by having to keep going to the toilet every now and then.. =X HAH!
slacked abit more after that before he gave me a ride home..
once home i watched an episode of southpark and i KO'ed again til 8pm..
joyceh actually asked me to join her at phuture but i was too damn lazy/tired..
everyone's asking me on msn howcome i'm home on a wednesday night..
they all know it's rare of me to not be out clubbing on ladies night..
what a reputation i've built.. o.0 lols..
elijah's good to be collected tomorrow..
yay!!
it was the battery problem, so the bikeshop uncle changed a new one..
but bf still believes something's wrong with the sparkplugs so i may be getting them changed as well..
i feel like i'm partly to blame for my bike's problems, so this time round i will take good care of him, start him everyday and ride more often..
and gosh, my collection of photos to upload is getting bigger and bigger each day..
at this rate, i don't think they'll be up anytime soon.. =X
and baby,
i'm really happy that we got to spend more time together recently..
after all the tears, honesty, discussing and understanding..
things are better than it's ever been.. :)
love love and see ya tomorrow sugar..
<3
nicole<3
i misread my advanced standings/timetable and thought i was only taking 2 modules this semester..
turns out i'm actually taking 3 of them and i missed monday's lesson..!!!!
*ARGHS*
it's such a bummer to miss the very first lesson cause that's when the lecturer goes through the whole module outline and highlights then important stuff..
and that means i missed out on taking down notes..
*smacks self on the head*
oh well, looks like next monday i'm gonna have to feign ignorance and sheepishly ask the lecturer for my module guide/notes..
o.0
back to school in a few hours time.. (supposed to be on monday.. *proceeds to smack head once again*)
LIKE FINALLY!!
9am lesson and look, it's nearly 3am now..
tata~*
nicole<3
elijah died on me yesterday in the middle of the night at the bottom of the hill under the henderson bridge..
after hours of trying to kickstart/push start, still no avail..
so we had to leave him there at the nearest carpark at depot road at 4am in the morning..
and bf got the tow-ers to bring the bike to the bikeshop just now..
:(
*SIGH*
many thanks to the people who had to wait/came to help/went home so late/were concerned because of me..
nicole<3
i love the both of you dearly.. :)
*hugs*
nicole<3
but it seems that the more i procrastinate, the more photos i have..
so now i have a helluva lot of them.. :(
what to do, had such a busy week and activities which required photo-taking.. =X
[wed] was obar/phuture with khad/joyce/mingjing/wan/glenn..
[thur] meetup with junjie/nicholas/daryl at amk hub to watch "redcliff"
and then "the dark knight" with the bf/aaron/edrick..
[friday] towning with sera & weili followed by desserts at chocz with mingjing/jiahao/jinkiat and the obar again with joyce and her uni friends..
[sat] whitley class gathering at clark quay's brewerkz..
hopefully more later.. :)
nicole<3
i got home around 3am, thought i'd nua in bed for abit before washing up..
but around 3.30am i fell asleep with full makeup on and still in the clothes i went out in..
woke up around 11+am and nearly coughed myself to death for like 15minutes,
then back to sleep til nearly 4pm when i got woken up from a call from chen shixiang..
godammit, i slept for 12 and a half hours..!!
oh wells,
gonna meet up with sera in town..
hopefully tonight i'll be free/awake/
tata~*
[tags]
mel - yes, i'm glad you know you're such an ass at times.. and i'll pronounce ELIJAH for you in person the next time i see ya.. :P heh heh.. btw, TOGOYO PLASTIC BOXES..!!!!
wins - I MISS YOU TOO WOMAN..!! i hope you don't mind that i "koped your photos.. THE COLOURS ARE SO PRETTY.. =X
nicole<3
this is going out to you baby..
[ps: since this song is by the backstreet boys, just the change the word "girl" to "boy" mentally as you're listening to the song okay ;p heh.. ]
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When we turn out the lights
The two of us alone together
Something's just not right
But girl you know that I would never
Ever let another's touch, come between the two of us
Cuz no one else will ever take your place
[Chorus:]
No one else comes close to you
No one makes me feel the way you do
You're so special girl to me
And you'll always be eternally
Every time I hold you near
You always say the words I love to hear
Girl with just a touch you can do so much
No one else comes close
And when I wake up to
The touch of your head on my shoulder
You're my dream come true, oh yeah
Girl you know I'll always treasure
Every kiss and everyday I'll love you girl in every way
And I always will, cuz in my eyes
[Chorus]
nicole<3
do you know they actually killed kenny off from the series..?
i was watching an episode just now where he was in hospital and died due to muscular deterioration and the whole church funeral and everything..
the mood and settings was so sad i actually cried.. twice..
here's the link to that episode:
[kenny dies]
usually kenny's death will be comical, stan & kyle would say the signature phrase and then they'd just walk off like nothing happened and kenny'd be back in the next episode..
but to my dismay he was still dead in the next episode..
so i did a little research on wikipedia..
[kenny mccormick]
thank god they decided to bring him back in later episodes..
southpark just wouldn't be southpark without lil 'ol kenny..!! (well, at least to me) :)
nicole<3
one that we both needed..
it's been some time since we'd both spent a whole happy day together..
he even stayed over which is a rarity because he's the kinda guy that prefers to go home and sleep in his bed no matter what time it is..
cole is very happy.. :)
updates when my camera's charged and i can upload the photos..
tata~*
nicole<3
*sigh*
i need a hug..
nicole<3
i had to re-do the whole of my previous post to suit the format of the new skin..
if not certain texts and pictures would be missing..
after so many many many hours..
OMG..!!
it's that time of the month again..
and i'm craving chongpang nasi lemak..
how i wish csx would give me a surprise visit now and take me to yishun to satisfy that craving..
(doesn't hurt to dream right?)
alright,
gonna go have my shower now and continue to be bored..
-_____-"
nicole<3
nothing to do, nowhere to go..
B-O-R-I-N-G..!!!!
my friends often ask me why is the bf always so busy or spends so little time with me..
some even comment saying "huh, it's so unlike you to spend so little time with your bf" with which i have no idea what to reply..
well, recently he's either working, going overseas or sleeping because he's tired from working/going overseas..
he's not even doing the things he wants to do yet and already so busy..
howcome..?? o.0
i'd really love for once to spend an actual weekend with him and i'm not talking about a few hours of either fri or sat, i mean an actual whole weekend..
he's always working on all the so called "pa tuo" days.. (wed, fri & sat)
but no choice, until he gets a new job then no weekends together..
town-ed with mel last night..
mel spent a whole lot of money which she much regretted after while i only made 3 small purchases..
a really pretty ring from diva..
back view..
SIGH..!! why am i always buying rings for myself and not someone else buying me one..?? ):
we each bought EIGHT rubberbands..
and because the ball of my naval piercing dropped off ONCE AGAIN.. (i HATE it when that happens)
mel has good taste.. :)
there's actually more photos but i don't have mel's half since she is TOO LAZY TO UPLOAD..
anyway, after shopping ots' (mel's bf's) sister picked us up from town and we watched ladder 49 at her place..
their cat, sudi, is damn bloody cute la..
she climbed on top of the tv in the living room but didn't know how to get down when it was "mum mum" time..
and she's a durian cream eating cat yo..!!
forgot to take any pictures of her..
i envy all my friends who have cats/dogs, if i had it my way i'd definately have at least one of each at home.. =X
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UPDATED: AS I WAS DOING UP THE LATER HALF OF THIS POST MEL DECIDED SHE WASN'T LAZY ANYMORE AND SENT ME HER PHOTOS.. MUAHAHAHHAHAHA..
the last pic's of our imitation pose of SOMEBODY whom i shall not name in case spies are reading my blog..
i think our impersonation of her is damn good if i do say so myself.. =X
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i was actually supposed to go to chongpang for supper with chris and friends but it got cancelled.. I HATE YOU CHRIS, YOU MADE ME MISS MY CHONG PANG NASI LEMAK..!!!! *drama drama*
lame shit..anyways, time for the much older photos now..
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28th june: dinner at arab street & zouking
i met wins, huilin, eugene and puicheng at arab street for dinner to welcome winnie back from perth..
because i went down straight after work, i had very minimal make up on and yes, i know i look damn unglam.. =X
hah..
after touching up my makeup and therefore creating a long queue outside for the toilet.. *oops!* i look much better right? heh heh.. ;)
we then headed down to zouk which was having an "infected mushrooms" event.. it took us half an hour to get a cab which was goddamn pathetic.. met weifeng and winnie's friends and lin's friends there..
me in a sea of trance fans..
i bought this pair of shoes from gripz just before meeting the rest cause i didn't have shoes for clubbing..
they carry my size and the shoes are damn pretty though a tad pricey..
look, even the bottom of the shoes is damn pretty..
but the downside of wearing peeptoe shoes is that EVERYONE KEPT STEPPING ON MY TOES..!! i even had heels directly on my big toe.. *MEGA OUCH* :(
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29th june: dawn & ryan's belated birthday celebration
if you remember one of my earlier posts, i went to shokudo with joyceh and khad..
a week later my uni classmates had a gathering and guess the reaction i had when i found out we were going to SHOKUDO..!!
2 times in 2 weeks man..!!
i tried the tomato rice with chicken chop..
all i can say is.. SUPER SHIOK..!!
and the bottled milk tea rocks..
milky and sweet, just the way i like it..
pearlyn, melissa and dawn..
tiramisu birthday cake..
the birthday boy and girl.. (they look like brother and sister in this pic.. scary.. =X)
i hate to say this but i forgot the guy's name cos he's from the batch after us and they had combined classes with ours this sem but as you know i didn't go to school at all this sem.. SORRY!!
anyway, he and pearl are going into business together, their gonna set up a shop selling cakes.. damn cool la..
the cake was delicious..
group photos..
the girl beside me is my classmate apel who is also ryan's girlfriend..
a number of our classmates think we look alike..
pearlyn even mistook us for each other during the first few days of our first sem in school.. LOLS..
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30th june - jb trip with :)
we decided to go to jb on our 6th monthsary..
took very few pictures that day though cos the camera was in my crumpler and bf was carrying the bag and i was lazy to have to take the camera out of the bag which he was carrying..
you get my drift la huh..? =X
so the only pictures i have are of mum mum..
we tried the manhatten fish market there..
csx decided he only wanted coleslaw..
but when my platter came, the smells were too much to resist and we shared it..
which ended up being not enough for either of us.. o.0
after the "massacre"..
he was trying to look fat by blowing up his cheeks..
i just look weird without even having to try.. o.0
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1st july - late night ride
chris came over and we washed our bikes..
then before meeting up with his friends, we went to his place to get his fullface helmet..
i love baby..!! (chris' rabbit)
she's just like a small dog..
it's a ritual that everytime i go over to chris' i feed her 2 of her favourite youghurt drops..
she goes crazy whenever you whip out the packet of yumminess..
with my brudder from anotha mutha.. don't mind the splotchy face cause i just went for a facial that afternoon.. =X
that was the day we rode all the way from amk to changi village,
only to ride all the way to choa chu kang 20minutes later..
definately the longest and coldest journey i've ever had riding since i got my bike..
i was shivering like hell, my hand felt damn suan from holding on to the throttle for so long and i sang to myself to take my mind off the cold..
we went to this place called 40 "tiang" (dunno how to spell) aka 40 lamposts..
this really really long and empty stretch of road which is supposed to be a runway for small planes..
there's farms/cemeteries around the area and the place smells of a chicken farm.
reminds me of my younger days at my ah ma's place in KL..
elijah..
wan's r6..
sky's rvf..
chris' aprilla aka dutchess..
ziki's triumph 675..
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2nd july - coffeeclub plus shopping at kinokuniya
i was supposed meet up with junjie because he had a 20% discount at kino and i wanted to get some stuff from there..
and since i had to go to lentor green to collect some makeup i had ordered from an online spree and junjie coincidentally loves at lentor green, it made things so much easier.. HAH!
we had lunch at coffeeclub..
carbonara which was way too creamy therefore super gelat.. o.0
jun jie's chicken pie which actually looks good considering that i expected them to serve a "polar" standard chicken pie..
iced passion tea with ice cream..
jun jie then whipped out his holga and attempted to explain to me the different kinds of holgas/film, how they work, the parts of the camera, what's the difference between them and regualar cameras, etc etc..
it was actually all pretty interesting except that when he started getting technical my mind just went blank.. =X
eyeshadows i ordered online..
buys from kino..
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it's sad, so sad
okay, from here on i don't really have anymore photos..
here's a sad story..
i didn't upload the photos i took from the night of the 2nd of july onwards (which i really regret) and i lost my pink z80 at obar this wed..
damn bloody sad la.. :(
not because of the camera but the photos i lost..
the ones taken at terminal 3, while mum was around, jovelle's b'day celebration and on wednesday itself with wins and at obar with joyceh & khad..
i tell you i have super bad karma when it comes to clubbing and cameras together..
they just don't go..
and i swear from now onwards i am never taking my camera with me onto the dancefloor..
nothing good ever comes out of it..
these are the photos taken from glenn's camera..
he was supposed to be at st james but vivian asked him to come down to obar instead..
we met vivian and nick choo at obar.. so it was like a mini whitley reunion..
hah.
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winnie's lollipop hair
finally, winnie's new hair colours..
i actually took really nice ones on the lost cam.. but oh wells.. -__________-"
i hope you don't mind that i swipped these pics from your facebook album wins but the colours are really too pretty not to share.. :)
BRIGHT PINK AND PURPLE!!!!
i am damn bloody jealous of you winnie..!!
and i miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..
i hope november comes soon.. :)
ALRIGHT!!
finally i've completed this post..
i've been at it since 3plus and it's already 8.30pm now..
-_________________-"
okay, so i did take breaks now and then..
BUT STILL..
mel knows my pains.. =X hahah..
nicole<3
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