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and if dad keeps to his word,
that means i can get a bike anytime from here on..
finally after many months of waiting..
but yet, i'm not getting the encouragement i thought i would..
i know it's a way of showing concern but yet, i find it hypocritical at the same time..
at first they're like "wah, hurry up and get a bike.. female riders are cool.." yadah yadah..
but when it comes to the point that you can actually get to ride..
"oh, you shouldn't ride, it's dangerous.. you don't want to make people worry about you" etc etc..
same person, two very different and contradicting opinions..
the more people say i shouldn't,
the more i want to ride and prove them wrong..
i want to show them i can be independent..
and it's at this point of time i have to make my final decision on what i want to ride..
i was torn between sp's and scrams..
but when i step back from the decisions of friends and close ones,
and follow what my heart wants..
i really still prefer sp's..
i'm not making a decision by myself without discussing..
but that's just how i feel..
i've been wanting to ride an sp all the way since i enrolled in feb 2oo6.
and heck, i even spent 2-3 hours drawing one..
deep down inside i still prefer sportbikes than dirtbikes..
people say i should get a scram because..
"sp's are too short for you"
"sp's are for bengs & lians"
"you're tall enough to ride a scram"
"you have the more sporty look so you should get a scram"
but ultimately,
does the bike maketh the rider or the rider maketh the bike..?
do you judge a person by the bike they choose to ride..?
and who's to say that a particular bike suits a person..?
if you choose to judge me because i choose a certain bike, then i'm sorry that i have you as a friend..
i know you people think i should really get a scram because of my height..
but what i fear is whether i can handle the bike..
the higher cg and everything..
and what about if a have a pillion..?
from personal experience, wr200's aren't exactly the most comfortable bikes to be pillioned on..
i think it was the glamour, from how my friends pictured i'd look cool on a scrambler, that drew me towards that direction
so yea,
i'm still stuck with my decision..
but i know deep down i still want to ride an sp..
so should i go with what i want..
or with what other people think is better for me..?
you're definately thinking, "of course go with what your heart tells you, who cares what your friends think, it's ultimately your decision.."
easier said than done..
oh wells,
not like i'm making a decision that will change the rest of my life..
i can always get either/or and if i decide it's not what i want, i can always sell it and get the other..
since i'll be paying in full i won't have to worry about losing money and carrying on of installments etc etc..
so i got that off my chest..
i feel better now..
;)
nicole<3
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