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today was supposed to be "us"..
especially after how thinsg have been going..
then you suggested movies with your friends..
if some other girl were in my shoes, i'd bet they'd feel the same..
it's only natural i'd feel sian after hearing that..
since you know we need more alone time together do you even need to ask if i want to catch a show with your friends?
i'm just reacting like how a normal person would react..
is being normal wrong?
sometimes you get sian over certain things, can't i as well..?
feeling sian is not like the end of the world or means the whole day is ruined..
not like i didn't want to see you anymore today..
many a time i've been looking forward to seeing you but at the last minute i don't get to..
i don't complain or say anything..
so sometimes there are times i have certain reactions to small things..
can't i have my way sometimes?
i don't ask you to sacrifice many things or to give in to alot of things for me..
what a shitty week..
not even the middle of the week and already i'm emotionally drained..
on sunday i kept asking if you were free on wed..
probably you didn't realize it but it was because wed(tmr) is our monthsary..
we've never really celebrated before..
but i guess cause you have work and you need time to do your training..
so i thought i could spend today with you til after 12am..
that would have been suffice for me..
that's why i'd rather you do your thing before meeting me rather than the other way around..
i wanted one night that you didn't have to go off by a certain timing cause you either had to book in/work/go run/etc
spending time together according to timeslots isn't exactly easy..
so there..
sometimes i wished you were more sensitive when you know i'm pmsing..
sometimes i wish you'd care when i was sad and crying..
sometimes i wish that things you tell me, you actually mean them and carry them out..
sometimes i wish you'd treat me like a girl and not like i'm your guy buddy..
sometimes..
nicole<3
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