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Friday, April 11, 2008, 4:42 AM

5am boredom..

it's 5am right now and i'm still awake..
double-O'ed earlier cos it was the bf's friends' b'day..
damn packed with malay girls and mostly boys even though it's LADIES night.. o.0
the b'day girl is such a fierce dancer.. DAMN HOT can..!!
how i wish i had the confidence and moves to dance as fierce/sexy as her..
felt quite the failure today..
no matter how i tried to dance with the bf he didn't seem very receptive to me..
made me feel like either i wasn't attractive enough or that my moves sucked..
you know how when couples club tgr they end up grinding or dancing WITH each other..
well, we were merely dancing IN FRONT of each other instead.. -_________-"
in fact when i wanted to go dance he wasn't in the mood at all..
he only started when the rest of the group were at it.. (shouldn't i be reason enough?)
SAD.. T.T

i kinda wish i had more time with him..
although i do see him pretty often..
but what i really enjoy is alone time.. (er ren si jie)
like just slacking somewhere, talking about anything and everything, cuddling..
we don't have to go out all the time..
what i want is quality time.. :)

it's been a week since i turned 21..
and i still feel the same..
although now i'm legally able to do anything i want..
didn't recieve all that many presents this year..
but the few that i did receive were all pretty expensive.. =X
i want to say a HUGE thank you to miss yee si jia seraphim for the sunflowers and the black/white rainbow bikini.. *LOVES*
dad and aunt leann gave me a pendant/necklace which costs over 300bucks..
and my aunt/uncle gave an extra huge birthday ang pao..
and my present to myself..?
a tattoo of a unicorn and a rainbow on my right shoulder..
so far i've gotten mixed comments..
some people love it..
others go why did you put it there instead of above your waist..
the bf repeatedly told me today it was ugly..
whether he really meant it or not, hearing that comment made me feel :( ..

speaking about tattoos..

most of mine has peeled off already..

it was like fucking itchy the past few days cause it was drying up..

and i've been obsessed with peeling off the parts that were already sticking out..

i just LOVE peeling dead skin.. (esp after sunburns.. sadistic i know)
whoever says that tattoos aren't painful is fucking lying i tell you..

it feels like a blade is cutting into your skin..

and my tolerence for pain is supposed to be pretty good..

maybe i have a sensitive back.. =X lols..

so what happened on my b'day prior to my mos horror and puking twice..?
the night before i had a gathering with a number of my ex-colleagues..
we had supper at some dimsum place at geylang..
then went to east coast to sing the b'day song and eat b'day ice-cream..
talked and slacked til the wee hours..

and on the actual day..
well, =) brought me (actually he didn't because i met him there o.0) to kuishin-bo @ suntec for dinner..
expensive japanese buffet place..
as a temporary present (that's what he said cos he didn't have the dough for a proper present), he have me a box of royce chocolates..
and then he bluffed me saying that he wanted to go to the singapore flyer to have a look at the shops there..
so we walked over from suntec.. i didn't even suspect a thing..
when we got there, out popped tickets that were made through online booking in his hands..
such a sweet surprise.. :)

these few days have been pretty busy..
tattoo-ing on sat with sera and my first time meeting her friend weili who lives at hougang as well.. (a new friend to share cab with on late nights out with him and sera.. muahahahahahahah~*)

dinner with joyceh on sunday.. =) came over to send me home..

went to some khatib fishshop with chris on mon afternoon and dinner at bugis' seoul garden with sera and weili..
ended up going with them to chijmes to meet with their singtel colleagues..
they were at some pub/club/live band place..
quite a crazy bunch of people..
thrashed weili at 5-10 which pretty much contributed to him puking later on.. =X *evil laughter*

tues was work at marina keppel bay..

settled some stuff at country "kitchen utensil" on wednesday with sera..
then we met melvina in town to catch "shutter" at cine..
OVERNIGHT BEST FRIENDS..!! =X haha
had dinner at coke longue which was DELICIOUS..
then me and sera went for the 7-10pm kbox package.. (mel couldn't join cos she was having a sore throat amongst all things.. o.0)
we had a very funny incident regarding a tampon but i shalln't go into detail or else sera will kill me.. =P
after which was supper with weili at shaw's mc cafe..

time for pictures now.. :)
lazy to put captions la..
and some pics are still with sera..