nicole"navarro.just-2wenty-one.o4th april.aries.half-malaysian-chinese-half-filipino.turtles, rainbows, motorbikes, vanilla.14 piercings.inked.officially licensed to ride.my mood: 
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i created an account out of curiosity..
and within an hour i have messages from 8 random people - all male.. =.=
many in their late 20's or even 30's and living anywhere but hougang..
i am still receiving more as i am typing this..
F-R-E-A-K-Y..
and my main picture isn't even nice..
i was telling a friend whom i was talking to on msn at the time that luckily i'm not some chick/chio bu if not i'll be flooded.. o.0
anyways,
thank you so much boyfriend for being such a sweetie and getting me 2 ps2 controllers even though you're broke..
(actually he needs one so he can play on my ps2 cos mine's spoilt BUT he didn't need to get me a second one but he knew how much i wanted a transparent blue one)
so thank you very much again love..!! =D *hugs*
was supposed to meet the team cos they wanted to pass presents to me..
but things happened which really disappointed me..
one, being they were asking me where i wanted to go and all since it was for my b'day but in the end they settled for yishun dam cos they wanted to do something budget.. (hello, so far away, any considerations that i have no transport of my own..?)
two, it seemed like nobody wants to send me home..
only people who are capable of doing that are the ivan (too far for him), yc (too akward), esmond (he probably wasn't asked to join or might have been working), sharon+yifeng (weren't coming)..
plus they were making hints if my bf could send me home which is so bloody far for him and he has to sleep early cos he's booking in tmr..
by then i was super dulan/no mood that i decide no point in going..
so incovinient as well..
they suggested movies at amk hub/chilling at serangoon's liquid kitchen but i was so sian diao that i didn't even want to meet anymore.. (didn't even want to pick up the phone anymore when they called about the last change but the bf had to answer the call which made me more dulan)
now i know what happpened to esmond..
it is crucial that you have transport to be part of the team..
so probably i'll just wait til i have my own ride before joining them for outings again..
today i had a very random thought on the way home..
i wondered whether =) needs me as much as i need him..
not that he has done anything to make me think likewise..
just a general thought..
like in some relationships a couple may be together but one party or the other can do without the other..
it doesn't make that much of a big deal whether they're around or not, life is still the same..
would he feel lost without me..?
would it make a difference whether i were around or not..?
am i important enough that he'd devastated/not able to function if i weren't there anymore..?
silly thoughts they may be but still, they are intriguing..
birthday's up in less than a week..
damn fast..
hope my birthday wish comes.. *hint hint* pehhhhhhhhh pehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~*
still no idea what i want to do to celebrate.. (i am such a boring person)
but i feel like clubbing on that night or sat.. =X
i want a tatt of a rainbow and a unicorn.. XD
okay, getting tired now..
one last thing before i go..
happy 3rd monthsary boyfriend<3
i love you :)
nicole<3
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