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i am so gonna miss that woman..
noone to have non-sensical chats with me on msn in the wee hours of the morning..
to hang out with when we're both stuck at home and bored out of our minds..
to go clubbing, shopping, eating, camwhore,working @ CE with..
alright, i should just quit whining..
she'll ONLY be gone for 2 weeks and 2 days.. *gulp* =S
i was watching gong zhu xiao mei (romantic princess) last night, and i wondered, are people nowadays still like that..?
afraid to admit how they feel about someone..?
can 2 people who obviously have feelings for each other be so afraid to tell the other person how they feel..?
yea, they might be afraid that the other person doesn't feel the same or there could be other reasons holding them back..
bt aren't they afraid of losing the other because they didn't make their feelings known..?
life would be so much easier if everyone was more open and honest rite..?
the feeling of being left hanging SUCKS..
haha..
yes, it's easy to say but when you're in the situation it's so much harder..
oh wells..
people have been asking me why do i still msg/talk to/go out with yc since we're not together anymore..
i know i shouldn't be to nice/close to him cause it'll make it harder for him to get over me..
but i know what it feels like to be completely shut off from somebody's life just like that..
and i hated it so much everytime it happened..
and i don't want to give that kind of hurt to another person..
but yet, sometimes i feel that by doing so i hurt myself in the process too..
i know it sounds mean, but i get irritated by the msgs and phonecalls everyday..
i hate it when i get accussed, but sometimes i really don't want to pick up the phone..
i just don't have the mood sometimes, and the repeat calling just makes my mood worse and worse..
it makes me feel pushed into a corner..
i don't want to force myself to be nice when i don't want to but yet i don't want to be so mean..
i don't like the idea of lowering myself to such a level just to avoid talking to him..
either way i lose.. =(
nicole<3
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