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i'm the heartless one who broke his heart..
i'm the one who gave up on us..
i'm the one who can't forgive and give second chances..
but who knows how i really feel..?
who understands..?
who knows how much i've cried..?
who knows how many chances i've given time and again..?
who knows how many time's my heart's been broken..?
who knows how much i hurt now even though i'm the one who called it quits..?
why do people only notice the figures..?
"oh you've been together for so long, might as well try to talk things through."
"2 year plus, isn't that a waste..?"
"since you guys have been together for so long, why don't you give him another chance..?"
for fuck's sake..
so what if it's been 2 years..?
why do i have to tolerate such cold and cruel behaviour for 2 years and yet have to forgive..?
why am i the evil one..?
who actually has seen what we've gone through the whole time..?
i feel i don't deserve to be treated that way..
i deserve better..
i tolerated til i could tolerate no more..
is it wrong that i've hit my limit..?
is it wrong to not higher my limit one more time since i've been winding it up over and over again..?
is it fair to always keep my hopes up just to fall flat again..?
you say i don't give a damn and that i'm torturing you by ignoring you..
but how many times have you done the exact same thing to me..?
how many times have you done it without batting an eyelid..?
do you know how it felt when i asked you whether u ever thought/worried/cared about me during these "cold periods" and you told me "no" while keeping a straight face..?
i just want to be happy..
i want to stop hurting and crying..
i want to be loved..
yet i'm all alone now..
nicole<3
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