nicole"navarro.just-2wenty-one.o4th april.aries.half-malaysian-chinese-half-filipino.turtles, rainbows, motorbikes, vanilla.14 piercings.inked.officially licensed to ride.my mood: 
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no smses, no msn messages, no calls, no nothing..
no replies to any attempts i've tried to make contact..
it always has to happen this way..
once you get to that point when you suddenly get that much closer, suddenly you got completely ignored..
i'd like to think it's because you're really that busy with your projects/work and stuff since deadlines are this week..
but as the days go by, my guess gets weaker and weaker..
can u really be that busy that you couldn't even send out a msg..?
you were so sweet.. so attentive.. always there to keep me company..
making me smile just by being you..
making me laugh at your crappy jokes and sillyness..
you'd message me everyday almost non-stop from the time you wake up til you went to bed..
you were my confidant for that period of time..
now you seem more like a stranger..
i guess maybe i was a rebound to you..
maybe you just wanted to see if you could make any girl you wanted to to fall for you..
maybe you got dared to or something..
i don't know..
maybe i'm just thinking way too much..
i just know that the day i confessed that i had feelings for you too, everything went downhill after that..
i'd hate it if you had to make me fall for you only to treat me like that after..
i've already been sad enough as it is, you'd just be too cruel to have to do that to me on purpose..
i just wished you wouldn't leave me hanging here like that..
just waiting and waiting and waiting..
not knowing what's going on and constantly thinking what went wrong..
if you're not interested just let me know..
at least, i know..
and i can move on from there..
i don't know..
you seemed so sincere..
i would never believe that you would do this to me..
i'm still hoping for that "maybe"..
that maybe you just really want to concentrate on your work without distractions..
that maybe things will go back to normal once all your work's done and handed up..
that maybe you didn't mean to ignore/neglect me all this time..
that maybe, just maybe..
you were true..
nicole<3
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